Good morning David!

To see that all that's been happening is awareness of experience is not a realization even thought nothing change?
Well no, that is a realization. I guess it's just overlooked because there aren't any bells and whistles or any wow moment (the belief that awakening is an ...

Good evening David!

Ok, let me know what happen next ^^
I noticed that I was looking with the expectation that something is going to happen/something will be realized. Nothing hasn't really been realized though.
All that's been happening is awareness of experience.

Can you be aware of anything ...

Ok, let me know what happen next ^^

Sure! =)

Good evening David!

What are thoughts/sensation/Tom made of?

I'm keeping looking into it but the answer has not dawned on me yet.

//Tom

Good morning David!

Write the word "I" on a piece of paper. Look at the word, is that YOU?
At first I couldn't tell if it was me or not. Or rather, I couldn't for certain say it wasn't me. Then I noticed that it was the awareness of the word that was behind this uncertainty, in the sense that ...

Good morning David!

Try to focus on your direct experience onto what is the medium into which those phenomena arrise and vanish.

Am I supposed to focus on the space?

//Tom

Good morning David!

Do you agree that toughts come and go?
Yes.

What is between two thougts?
The absence of thoughts.

Do you agree that sensation come and go?
Yes.

What this between two sensations?
The absence of sensations.

Do you agree that without awarness there is no experience of ...

Good evening David!

When there is absolutely no identification with body/mind there is no memory possible of anykind as there is no experience either. Such as deep sleep.
So there will always be identification with the body/mind?

This belief that you are expressing is the belief that you can ...

Good morning David!

Dissociation is not a solution to anything.
On the contrary. Instead of trying to avoid or tu run aways of this sense of me. Focus on it.
I am with you in what you are saying. And perhaps my phrasing wasn't the best for what I tried to convey. In a simpler and more direct ...

Good morning David!

What does not existe do not hide anything to begin with so why anything should be differente?
Good point. I don't know. There are expectations that awakening will bring with it a whole new way of perceiving things. That I, to some extent, will disassociate with the character ...

Good Morning David!

Do you understand, see, experience sentences like:
There is no self
The illusory separate self
Etc...?
No, I would say that the ego structure is still overarching my reality.
However, when looking in DE I can't find a separate entity, but this does not seem to convince me ...

Good morning David!

There is infinite distinction but never separation. Can you see/feel that?
Yes! That's what I am seeing. Very much spot on!

Can you find an entity called Tom, me, or you inside this space?
No, I have not been able to do that. I have tried to locate the one being aware, but ...

Good evening David!

In this conscious reach space, where sensual and visual space have no distinction, see where is thinking happening?

It seems like thinking is happening in the same space, but at the same time it seems cutoff from it. Perhaps it is just the quality of thought that make it seem ...

Good morning David!

Where do Sensations, shape/form and colors appear?
I don't know where they appear, other than to say that they appear within my conscious reach. Interestingly, they appear in the same space, as if there is no distinction between sensual and visual space.

Is there anyone ...

Good evening David!

Take your time, don’t rush. You can look several times during the day while doing other things (like washing hands, showering, having a short break from work, walking, etc) before replying.
I misread this, so I really took my time with this. I got the impression that I was ...