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by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 7:53 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

Why do you imply I am pretending?
by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 6:30 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

Do I want the illusion? I am confused as to what to do next? You said to stay in the not knowing but drop the identity.
by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 5:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

But I don’t know since a long time.
by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 4:52 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

I don’t know.
by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 3:11 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

It seemed like a natural response as no I could be found. There is a sense of I though otherwise everything is happening on automatic. I am not sure what is true.
by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 2:37 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

There is no I.
by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 2:36 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

There is no I.
by Cheese
Thu Apr 17, 2025 12:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

The conflict is in thoughts. I had some sensation in soles of my feet and light feeling in head. It’s just that I do not know what to think, if I can say so since I am not doing the thinking.
by Cheese
Wed Apr 16, 2025 12:57 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

I don’t know what to say. There seems to be some conflict about all of this.
by Cheese
Tue Apr 15, 2025 12:08 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

There are no decisions, it is just continuous thoughts. I don’t choose them. I don’t know what I will do in 5minutes or what I will think but it will probably be about going to my grandmother because that’s what I am thinking now.
I lied down on the sofa because my head felt dizzy.
by Cheese
Tue Apr 15, 2025 11:57 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

There are no decisions, it is just continuous thoughts. I don’t choose them. I don’t know what I will do in 5minutes or what I will think but it will probably be about going to my grandmother because that’s what I am thinking now.
by Cheese
Tue Apr 15, 2025 11:44 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

There was a decision to make a commitment and hope that I would succeed greatly but I can’t say that there’s no me to make a decision. There were decisions “I’ll start tomorrow”.
by Cheese
Tue Apr 15, 2025 10:56 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

You could say so.
by Cheese
Mon Apr 14, 2025 10:02 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

I can’t do it. I’ve tried, planned to do it but no. It’s been 5 months, I did not forget or disappear.
by Cheese
Sun Nov 10, 2024 9:42 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Cheese
Replies: 85
Views: 3088

Re: Cheese

When should I get back to you? (Unless something appears in me, this could take some time.)

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