I'm excited!!!! :)
Wow..... Oh my god. Feels like a finshline doesn't it?
Wow first of all thank you that so many guides have read it. It means a lot to feel multiple people seem to support this insight or clarity (and even is a powerful antidote for mind doubtful thoughts - for the mind to use ...

Hi,

Thank you. Your support means a lot to me.
I want to try and put in words some insight...
So I am following the fear more and more. And I saw that there is this one place that I am avoiding.
And it feels like the real, complete, freshness of each moment. You can't go into the same river twice ...

I re-read and found some typos... If you want me to fix them before sending it outwards let me know.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

There is no actual self. Nor me or I. defintily not a separate entity, no. It's only imagined. It was only just imagined. There was never a self. I never existed, not as I thought. No me ...

Before answering the questions, I want to share how it is today.

So, the knowing is here. Still, too direct to even talk about, to even check with honesty because... you just know - there is no actual self. But now a lot of pain and anxiety are running through the system when looking at it. Even ...

Thank you :)))
Ok I am going to just continue to write if you don't mind... it feels right to integrate. Don't feel the need to answer - trusting you.
So this was the moment of first shifting maybe this morning (page 28 of the book):

Where is the self in all of that?
Sense of self—yes.
Actual self ...

Ok so I'm very much enjoying working with the questions now, but intuitivly I will answer them officialy tomorrow - Just to see what sticks (and maybe stop laughing at them could be interesting too).

If you have anything to add or say about my texts I'd be happy to hear. Maybe serching for support ...

we posted at the same time. I didn't see your messages so don't take it as an answer :)

Hey, hoping you don't mind me writing here more :)

So, It's just funny again now. I mean, I want to talk about a thought - it's not it, or that it's temporary, or that it will be gone, or that I am inventing it all with all the terms I've learned this year.

I want to talk about it so it I won't ...

I mean, I think I thought it was about presence. Or about not thinking as an I.

But now I can be completely unaware or not present and still no self, you know? I mean, presence is beautiful, it’s the only thing that exits really, but for some reason, this realization is not it. It’s not getting rid ...

Nothing. Everything is here. It is too clear.
I really fail to understand the question because it’s too easy. I can’t stop laughing basically.
What stays the same? Everything, this is the surprising part. Just there is no self here. It’s just a little easier here, a little clearer, that’s it ...

Elad. Hi.

Oh my god. I read some more of the book this morning. And there’s this part where she’s asking WHAT AM I CLINGING TO. Ask with all the desperation and fire. Like it’s your last question and you are about to die.

And I am really desperate, I ask with all power. And, to be honest, I think ...

Try and go past all the different feelings and look soberly, why am believing that I am the owner and controller of the beliefs, feelings, the thoughts?
I can't see it now. I don't believe it. I mean, I can feel into the sense of control right here, but it is also just present, the sense of it ...

Ok about the book I was about to reply too but then reality hit.

So, I read a few chapters back home and another one here. I’ll read some more, definitely. And thank you for being so persistent with me, sometimes I need it (as we know, the line is fine between avoidance or laziness to being gentle ...

OK I'll go from last to first.

So the video is amazing, I'll write a bit to integrate it. the mind takes a snapshot of the present sensory field, and then runs with it to create - time, self doubt, a feeling of a journey, a feeling of me.
For me, the stubborn belief is that - I AM NOT THERE YET ...