Hey Steve,

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No there is not and there never was. I‘m thinking what I can add but I really don‘t know what to add, bc I feel sort of incapable to make any statements about a „self“.

Explain ...

Hey Steve,

Even in darkness when we really LOOK we will always find the light Leto
This is absolutly true. The last three days was emotional not the best (but it was really fine, don‘t worry) but I handeled it so much different! Before this realization I would say it have been shitty days but I ...

thank you!

When you read your previous statement above, what comes up in your consciousness?
I had to smile bc This fear has disappeared. I was with a close friend today and thought about my fear from back then. If we had a fight, I would still feel sad because I love her. But I know it's just ...

Hey Steve,

Is this true?

This is true. And if I‘m fully honest, the question kind of disappeared or kind of doesn‘t make sense anymore, as well as the answer is.

Is it clear?

It is neither clear nor not clear, bc this question also kind of disappeared.

Hey Steve,

Is there an experience of the ’now’ moving along the line of time Leto?
No, there is no moving on a timeline.

Any experience of one ‘moment’ giving way to the next?
No

Is there any actual or direct experience of one event following another?
No

How fast is the ‘present moment ...

Hey Steve,

The false self has a tendency to take feelings that arise and interpret them in a way that will make itself feel good or feel bad. When you look in actual experience what comes up when you read this?
When I look in DE, nothing really comes up. But I absoluty agree and it underliens ...

Hey Steve,

I lookes, and I felt some feelings I thought they are an avidence of a self. But there are not. There are just feelings about whatever. But I see no evidence of a self. Neither behind my eyes nor behind my solar plexus. I looked for the keys but I didn‘t find them. I still have the ...

Hey Steve,

Does the sense of self have a location?
Yes, I feel it in my eyes and in my solar plexus.

Does the sense of self have a shape or a size?
No, its just a sense or feeling.

Does the sense of self say or communicate anything?
No, however the sense can provoke thought who say „There ...

Hey Steve,

On Wednesday I had an appointment with a friend in the park and she was an hour late. She apologized and I said it wasn't a problem, but I was actually a bit annoyed.
Apart from that, I can't think of any other lies right now. So I'll use the following examples:
1+5=10
I love board ...

DE does not include labelling because labelling overlays reality
Yes I absolutely see this point. Labeling feels like a fog overlaying what is behind this fog.

Why does the false need so much labeled thought?
Bc if its not labeld, it can‘t be false. The false needs labeling by definition ...

Hey Steve,

I am so glad that understanding that DE is NOT a tool resonated with you Leto but you didn’t answer the question. if it is not a tool then what is it? Please, take some time over this and allow the answers to come as insight or hunches if you want. You might want to ponder this question ...

Hey Steve,

Remember that awakening does not mean the end of all labeled thought.
Thank you, I will try to thank my thoughts for being there :)

Was the seeing easy or difficult?
It was very difficult. It was easier when seeing just happened bc it was not possible to DO seeing anymore.

Did you ...

And the quote of Gorgia was really helpful! Thank you for that :)

Hola Steve!

I hope you had a great first day in Spain!

And I‘m good, we have bankholiday here in Germany so I‘m enjoying not to go to work or university. I was really active regarding DE the last days. It seems like I have a problem with the sense of watching: whenever I look with my eyes, it ...

Hey Steve,

I will be available again from the day after tomorrow (Wednesday) to continue posting again here and continue if that is ok.

Thanks for letting me know! And thank you for bein avaible despite your month in spain! Save travel :)