Hi Rali,

Thank you for everything, it wasn't always very easy, at time answering felt heavy and hard but I tried sticking to the process and seeing where it would go. I can only say that I am very grateful for everything.

I had some unvoiced doubt that I wouldn't see anything, much less that it ...

Hello Rali,

I hope everything Is alright on your side. I have some calm time so I thought that I would answer your questions.

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

Separation only exist in thoughts, same as self or any entity ...

Can you say more about how it feels to see, and are there any changes in how interactions with others seem to be?

Everything is at the same time old and new. Everything appear more rich. Interactions with other are very weird, even just watching a movie is weird. Sometimes, or more accurately ...

What has changed and what hasn’t in normal everyday living. What changes? What stays the same?

The identification of thought relative to other thoughts and the rest of experience is different, for sure.

What is the biggest difference from before starting this conversation?

The perspective ...

Good evening Rali,

That is completely normal at this “stage”. Seeing probably won't be 24/7. There's likely to be a "honeymoon period," and then what we call, "got it, lost it," as untrue beliefs come up to be questioned. This can go on for months & years. This initial shift is irreversible though ...

Good evening Rali,

First I'd like to apologize for the radio silence. I wasn't really able to answer this weekend but rest assured I am ok, and I would like to continue the inquiry if you are fine with it.

To avoid another radio silence I want to let you know, I'll je away from any internet ...

Good evening,

Proof? Remember there are no separate sensations, there is just feeling. How is that different from being aware or sensations, isn’t that the definition of feeling – the experience of sensations? Anyway, we are not drawing conclusions here (based on other stuff), that would be still ...

Greetings,

Where can this awareness be found exactly?
In thoughts
Describe this awareness to me in detail and tell me where it is located? LOOK and see if you can find anyone or anything that can be defined as awareness?
Thoughts related to other thoughts or sensations, smells, sights ...

Good evening Rali,

Can a thought experience seeing? Can a thought think? relative to the AI analogy, what you were trying to convey is that question ? Thoughts are thoughts, a indefinite part of experience, they co create other thoughts, or at least it seems so but I don't think we can say that ...

All your questions I'm tempted to stop writing and just write There is only THIS.
That is the only true thing I am able to say about anything.
All these questions and only this I can answer.
All else would be thought content, so if you want thought content, I can do that, but if you want me to look ...

Greetings Rali,


I apologize for that lengthy message. It’s all so difficult to look at things from different angles without pointing to whole picture. I’ll try and limit the length :)

No issue, I understand, feel free to write as much as needed,

Sensations in this context is only the ...

Hello Rali,

That’s quite the bundle of question, excuse me I took some time to be sure that i thoroughly answer them, this is a lenghty message. I aplogize for the delay I needed quite some time to be able to ponder and write a proper response



**NB!!! Please do not answer in bulk! All these ...

Good evening Rali,

It seems that the notification mail was hidden by too many subsequent mails, I am just now taking note of your answer, these questions are pushing my understanding, I'll ponder them and do the exercise you described.

Until then I'll leave you with my DE exercise of the day ...

Good evening,

I'll do my best to answer then.


Focus on the feeling of am-ness/being, aliveness.
Can you tell if there is a being or just being?

I don't think there is a being, there are thoughts about the experience, identifying experiences with a being, but in the feeling of amness there is ...

Good evening,

I haven't had much time for posting but yesterday I took some time to practice the coffee exercise and writing it down,
I have some time off work so I should have some more time in the coming weeks

Here it is :
Seeing my meal, simply = colour (seeing)
Smelling the egg, simply ...