Hi Vivien,Just touching base. I haven't heard from you - which is completely fine, but I just wanted to make sure that I haven't missed something incase you had written back.
I've been in a different reality lately. My son has been in hospital with IBS and other gut related problems. I have had to ...

Hi Vivien,
I kind of knew meeting wouldn’t happen, it’s probably over enthusiasm on my part and zoom is totally fine. Sorry to hear you have health issues. I’m learning all about it with my son.
I would like a zoom session at some stage soon. Could we book one in for the beginning of July? Things ...

Hi Vivien,
I got a notification too so thats good.
Thank you for your reply.
It is so hard to put in to words all that is happening. It is a completely different experience from seeking, instead of seeming to look and search there is a sense that the I is still and the Truth is just being revealed ...

Hi Vivien,
Thank you for letting me know. I am not getting LU notifications and i think that you're nt either but we'll see when you read this. If I don't hear back by the weekedn perhaps I'll email you to ;et you know I've messaged you.
There is no seeking going on. I'm tired of it. There is ...

A big sigh of relief comes with reading this email. Thank you.
So much is going on!
The idea of a separate self hasn't arisen at all until now. Instead there has just been a kind of melting, a vast spaciousness in the heart region, deep deep boundarylessness, not that I am boundaryless but there is ...

Hi Vivien,
Just thought I'd drop you a note to say hi and to get clearer about where we are.
As far as I can see there hasn't been a response from you after my last post which answered qu 6.
I don't really need anything but I'm curious about your thoughts or comments and I wonder what you meant ...

6) Anything to add?

This is a slow unveiling. Sometimes deeply clear and shiningly obvious, sometimes obscured almost totally. There is learning to be ok with both, resting in/as Knowing as it all shows up. The mind continues to run its show. Somehow though there is peace because the game is up ...

5) a) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work?
Give examples from your own recent experiences to how things happen and how things work.

Gosh, this is a biggie. There can be none of this. This is probably going to take some getting ...

Hi Vivien,
it seems we are both very busy. Throughout the day though this is the only real point of interest and absorbtion.....even though it is now clear that there is no one to be absorbed!

Here are some answers. I am just writing freely, no editing bc I just want to get them to you. Things are ...

Hi Vivien,
For some reason there is a bit of a glitch in the process of posting. There are no notifications that you've posted so i have to back track to a link and search to see. I have contacted support but their remedy didn't help....all this to explain the delay in response.
I'd like to ask you ...

Dear Vivien,
I hope you're well.
I think about contacting you daily but there is very little to say.
There is an observing of life, noticing thought, and continuing to see through the sense of the separate self. There is no feeling of having achieved anything, there is just being, now. There is not ...

Ok,
Thanks Vivien,
It's nice yo know you're there. It seems that there is not much to be done other than to keep looking and investigating I thoughts at the moment.
There is sure to be another wave of something at some point and we can talk then.
Much gratitude,
Catherine.

Hi Vivien,
It’s not that big a deal, we can keep going here. I often don’t see your reply (get an email notification) so sorry fir the delay in responding. I’m still bursting with fire- it doesn't diminish. Lately the entire focus is on catching ‘I’ thoughts and investigating. Reliably there is a ...

Ok, let’s keep going here. No problem.

More on this Vivien.....this morning thoughts arise about my son, in Melbourne being left on his own all day yesterday by his dad with no food not knowing when anyone was coming back. Let down by his dad yet again... familiar rage and powerlessness arise to familiar thresholds, more thoughts of what ...