Sorry, I wrote this directly after I sent the wrong post, but I forgot to send 🙈🙈🙈

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No, the self does‘t exist. It never exist. „Nobody“ exists. There ist no form separated from anything. There is only one hole thing everyone and everything is part of it. There is no ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

3) How does it feel to see this ...

Hi Atmajnani,

Sorry for the delay. This month, my daily routines changed and I'm working full-time, sometimes leaving me tired in the evening to answer.

No problem! I was only unsure. Thank you so much for your time, your help and your patience. It gave “me” so much! It is like a gift. It ...

Hi Atmajnani,

I thought I answered the questions with my last post. I’m not sure. Should I answer again?

Warmly,
Laubfrosch

Hi Atmajnani,

Another try to explain the feeling while doing the last exercise:
I’m not sure, if I described it „good“. Because a description always must be “wrong”. This observer doesn‘t felt as a person or as a part of a person. It felt more like it is not part of the „circle of life“ with, birth ...

Hi Atmajnani,

Sorry my days were so ful, that I didn‘t found enough Quiet for the exercise. Also I have now a smartphone. So I don‘t need the PC to answer. Really sorry about this.

But I continued with other exercises like „being present“, „only seeing“. I do this often, when I‘m stressed. This ...

Hi Atmajnani,
What does description have to do with actual experience?
Nothing. Description is thoughts, without any real experience. Actual experience is actual experience und completely different.


Is sense of self referring to imaginary self or something that is experienced?
The sense of ...

Hi Atmajnani,

Have that bundle of thoughts that say 'I'm Laubfrosch' dissolved?
Not completely. All the experiences showed, that there is no „me“. And there is the feeling of „this is a illusion“. But there is also the feeling of „wow this illusion feels so real“. Maybe it is compareable with a ...

Hi Atmajnani,

Were you able to find and feel "Laubfrosch" in a direct way like the other parts of your body?
Where is it?

No, I was not able to feel Laubfrosch. As I read the exercise, the thoughts said: Oh, that’s interesting. I’m exited what you will find”. And I observed the thoughts ...

Hi Atmajnani,

I‘m so sorry. I was in holiydays an losed my phone. So I couldn‘t answer.
Now I‘m at home again.

Is there an experience of the ’now’ moving along the line of time? Any experience of one ‘moment’ giving way to the next? Is there any actual or direct experience of one event following ...

Hi Atmajnani,

It is seen from the perspective of two windows (eyes) or is it like a windscreen view?
It is like a windscreen view. There is only the knowing (thoughts) that a human has two eyes. But there is no perception of this fact.

Is there seeing separate from what’s seen, or is there ...

Hello Atmajnani,

1) With eyes closed, can you confirm that what is experienced is 'blackness' as I mentioned? Yes.
2) Is there anything else in 'seeing' other than 'blackness'? No, nothing.
3) Can what is witnessing the blackness be found? There is nobody, who sees the blackness. There is only ...

Hi Atmajnani,

But if you look, is there any link between the sensation and the sight?

They are only linked by the thoughts. For example: I‘m not able to feel the number of my fingers. But I have learned „this is your hand, you can see the fingers and count“. Also I “know” there are 5 fingers ...

Hi Atmajnani,

Thanks for your time 🙏😊

Do you want to continue with this part of the inquiry

Yes! I would like to continue. There are small changes, but I think I should go on with the observations.

Warmly,
Laubfrosch