1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?

Was there ever?

No shape, no form that I can find. Self is a function of a conglomerate of thoughts. So, on some level it is there, as is anything that we can put a label on (Santa, Batman, God, good ...

Well, I have no way of telling. If you think I am ready then let's go for it :)

Thank you for the meeting, it was a bit weird because the talking was happening on my side but I did not control it, I have no recollection of what I was talking about or what was actually said, will have too listen to this. The only thing I know for sure is that there was too much of it XD
I am in ...

Thank you. I have been quiet because:

It will be much more fruitful for you to look inward for a resolution to the 'nothingness', rather than looking for an external 'fix'.

Well, I do fear suffering and being helpless in the suffering. I think this may be the entry point.
Keep in mind that the problem (suffering) is the solution. (for the un-awakened parts of you)
So, is suffering is the solution to the fear? is it 'beneath' the fear being the solution to ...

Seeing. Not seeing. being fooled by mind stuff, it all is IT. It IS.
It's not possible that what IS can be 'wrong'.
Yes, totally agree.

There's always more to discover. Once we get all of this mind shit out of the way, there will (most likely) be body stuff to be released. Stuff that our body ...

Would you go as far as to say that beliefs are a fear response?
I think it may boil to that. Fear, anxiety, uncertainty. If the mind doesn't want that it creates something "solid", like a god.



Something I don't believe evokes unpleasant tension, something I believe - relaxation.
So It would ...

Good evening Seb,
I think that a belief is a thought designed to veil something from us. To stop us from digging deeper,
so you think that the way it works is to leaders, astray? To divert our attention away from something?
Yes, I think it's there to make us numb, pacify us. These are thoughts ...

Good evening Seb,
I would say that there is a possibility that this thought is a belief that obscures something.
What is the mechanism? How does a belief obscure?
Describe the nature of a thought that you label a. belief.
I think that a belief is a thought designed to veil something from us. To ...

Hey Seb,
This thought leads to another one that I have imagined or assimilated all of this
This part does not matter. What matters is how you respond to it.
That's a very important note.


this projected image in fact prevents me from... How does this work?
I would say that there is a ...

Can d you separate sensations from the stories that imply a witnesser or an experiencer?

Yes,I can.
But I have a nagging feeling that all this is a mental process. This thought leads to another one that I have imagined or assimilated all of this and this projected image in fact prevents me from ...

It is extremely hard to put this in words without bumping into a paradox. There were thoughts present at that time. I (?) was witnessing them but they were not attached to "me", they just were present. There was a strong sensation of witnessing and experiencing but a very weak sensation of a witness ...

Yes. I experientially remember the difference when the mind was not engaged, when this interpretation was not applied.
As you said, a blessing and a curse.

Yes, I see the "effort" as a mind trick and a trap. I see my mind getting entangled in the past ("awakened state") and the future (expected result). I know these are all projections and mirages. It's a mind thing to do the mind things ;)

Thank you again for inviting me. There were many things said that resonated strongly.

Hi Sebastian, After talking with you this morning, I'm inclined to think that there's very little work that needs attending.
I think it may be to the contrary. Like the effect of the diminishing return. The ...