Thank you so much Jeff, you have been amazing. I will forever be grateful for you and your kindness

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?

No. There is no separate "self" entity that can be found anywhere. There never was. It was all just a story built by thought and the identification with those thoughts.

2) Share in your ...

Are you ready for Final Questions, or is there something else that we need to look at first?

Thank you Jeff. There is nothing else I can really think of to look at. I am open to anything at this point. I will go for the Final Questions.

What else would you like to look at?

To be honest I am not really sure anymore Jeff. I feel like I have really lost the context for a lot of things. Reality doesn't seem so "real" anymore in some sense. It's just settling in more and more each day that I don't REALLY know anything.

Are there any stories justifying waiting?

To be honest, not really. I am kind of out of stories or much interest in them anymore. I guess they still arise, but are immediately seen as more of the same. I would normally say "fear", but that seems to be dropping more and more daily. Again a strange ...

What are you waiting for?

I guess that is the ultimate question isn't it. There really is nothing to wait for or any reason to wait.

Is separation real? If not, what creates the apparent separation?

The honest answer for me right now of course is that intellectually it is understood that separation is not "real", but only apparent. Still only a concept with the exception of a few "revealing" moments here and there. What is so ...

I would say now that it's about freedom and peace.

I agree completely. I guess we spend so much of our lives trying to understand and figure things out, that we lose touch with the very things we are trying to comprehend. Sort of like we leave "living" behind to focus on comprehending. Then in ...

Thank you Jeff, WOW, I don't know what to say. That means a lot. I think I just have never had an outlet for this until now, so a lot seems to be coming out. I can finally communicate with others who understand what this is like. I will be honest, when I hear people saying "you are waking up!" there ...

Great to see you again Jeff!

Can this moment be better than it is? Or is that just a thought?

This moment can only ever be exactly what it is. To be better or worse would just be another opinion or viewpoint. In other words, yes it would just be more thoughts.

Yeah I just feel each day I have less and less "doing". Meaning the urge to make things better or different is just dropping. I played soccer with my daughter and her cousins yesterday, which I haven't done in ages. I even played a video game that I haven't played in many years. All these regular ...

I am going to try my best to be on the zoom meeting again this Sunday. It was a very positive experience for me last time. Today was such a peaceful day. I felt very little tension which is rare these days. Very light and just enjoyed the day. Didn't feel like I was chasing or waiting for anything ...

What does it FEEL like, knowing that your son is and has always been in God's hands? Knowing that you can put down that burden which was never yours?

It feels like a sense of relief. Feels like ease and freedom. Very freeing.

What does it FEEL like to be "born again"?
And what does it FEEL ...

Mark, that is really a fabulous description of the mind and its antics! A thoroughly enjoyable read, especially the part likening it to a kid who sneaks behind its parents' backs! It's great to hear you say you don't HAVE to be taken in.

Thank you Jeff! Yeah it's kind of strange, I just don't ...

What do you SEE about the connection between experience and thought?

To me thought is just a reflection of "what is". Meaning I can think in words(sounds), images, tastes and sensations. It basically just seems to reflect the sense gates. With that it seems to create it's own version of the world ...