Dear Stacy,

Thank you again.

Love and peace
Silvia

6) Anything to add?

I just want to thank you, Stacy. Be sure your time and your generosity were very much appreciated.

Love
Silvia

5) Describe decision & give examples from experience.

Decisions seem to happen, but there is no one making them. They are an apparent movement coming out of Stillness. "I" am not real, and therefore cannot have anything to do with it. It's not that I didn't get to decide what to have for ...

3) How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.
At the moment, it simply feels right. I haven't told you this, but about a year ago I had an experience that changed everything. I was walking alone, in a beautiful ...

Hi Stacy,

Here it goes. Hope you don't mind me awnsering only a few questions at a time.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No and no.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it ...

Hi, Stacy

Let's do the final questions.

Love
Silvia

Stacy,

What I meant by investigating deeper was that the butt/chair exercice helps me a lot with having "glimpses" of reality, and with focusing on the actual experience, and I feel like doing it on and on. Maybe I should also let it go?

Is there a separate self anywhere? Has there ever been?
No ...

Stacy,

Yes, I had seen those two videos a couple of days ago, when you first told me to. But I saw them again, and after that I wanted to watch more from Lisa. While listening to one of her talks, I felt struck by the certainty that everything that happens is a manifestation of the Absolut ...

Hi Stacy

Last night, after practicing the exercice for quite a while, I went to bed feeling a bit weird. My mind was almost empty of thoughts. On closing my eyes, I realized I had no boundaries. Everything was wide, dark spaciousness, soft and comfortable. It lasted for some minutes, and felt very ...

Ok, Stacy.

If you practiced this for three months, I will not dare coming here to report on it daily, unless I have something important to say. I will start practicing now.

Is there any clear dividing line between them? Or only the Sensation with no clear division?

For now, I can say I feel no ...

Stacy,

Did you try Ilona's video on fear?

I did, several times.

Are you feeling more comfortable?

Yes, I am.

Again, thank you, Stacy
Love
Silvia

Hi, Stacy.

I expect you to be blunt.

About lucid dreams, I had just read 66. Realization feels like waking up in a dream. You haven’t left the dream, and nothing looks any different, but there is a feeling that whatever you are is vastly different than what you have previously taken yourself to be ...

Hi, Stacy!

I am not sure if I was supposed to be doing any particular exercice right now, and if you saw my last posts. I am trying to keep engaged with the physical sensations, and also reading the quotes. In the last days, I begun to feel just a little bit better what it feels like "letting go ...

By the way, I had a lucid dream last night. I have them on occasion, but this time I felt it was somehow connected to this process.

Stacy,

This feeling you get - is it in the same family of feelings as the lying?

It absolutly is. It is a contraction, a limitation, something dense and heavy. Another lie, another fiction?

I haven't read Waking Up. I will.

Your quote from A Course in Miracles made me laugh (in the best ...