Hola Rali,

Thank you so much!

You have been such a beautiful guide for me. I really needed the calling out early on - thank you for sticking with me and helping me really see, to directly experience what is happening.

I completely agree there is still the residue of old beliefs that will be ...

“1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?”

There is no separate entity “self.” When thinking there is the illusion of a thinker and “me” as the thinker. Feelings/emotions follow giving a more solid feel to it, but whenever there ...

Still all good here. But I'm not sending back my answers yet as I am still working through them. I go through them each day, and am just seeing more and more, in such a good way, but I don't feel ready to send back anything yet. It's all good. Muchas gracias Rali!

Still here - just going through the questions slowly. :)

Yes, ready for the final questions. However, can I ask you to send them Friday night (your time) please? I want to have a couple days of nothing on my calendar as there tends to be a lot of stunned silence and inactivity after seeing what you are pointing to, and I want to be able to sit with ...

Good morning Rali,

Yes, more cheerfulness & more gratitude for your guidance.💓

“Is there a center to which they all happen? Is knowing/noticing of things located at a center? Where is the center situated?”


There was a noticing of a feeling in the stomach this morning, that feels like a center ...

Hola Rali,

“So, is there an “I” who has lost her clients, has no income, is somehow affected by it all, movie or not?”


There is no “I’’ that has lost her clients, etc. There is no “I” that is having this experience as Meredith. The experience is happening - but there is no solid “me” at the ...

So, has anything changed in everyday experience? How is life these days?”

Good morning,

Yes, Rali things are very, very different in day-to-day life. With your help, the curtain is being pulled back - there is seeing - and with that, there is a greater sense of peace and spaciousness - and it’s ...

I just realized I didn't copy and paste all my answers in the previous post. PLEASE read this one first and then it continues to the previous one.

“Thoughts say many things, which are not necessarily true, as you have seen! Next time you watch a movie, notice how you get sucked into the story; how ...

Hi there! Sorry for the gap again and thank you for checking in. And my apologies for all the questions in my answers, it helps me keep going, but also hopefully shows you where I’m at.


“If there is no separate “I” (no reference point) how can cause and effect be observed? Does interdependence ...

Things have settled down a bit. I don’t know if it’s helpful or not to show you the rantings of my writings - let me know. I usually edit my responses for you the next day but yesterday was another one of those mind blowing moments (perhaps better said Meredith obliterating moments). There was just ...

“Then all of a sudden, there is like a flip back to the room - as if focus zooms out. Observe how it happens. At which point is there a decision to snap out? Is there one that makes that decision or does it simply happen, effortlessly? Is it different from being sucked into mind movies/ getting lost ...

“Thoughts say many things, which are not necessarily true, as you have seen! Next time you watch a movie, notice how you get sucked into the story; how emotions come up and judgements appear. Then all of a sudden, there is like a flip back to the room - as if focus zooms out. Observe how it happens ...

“Is the knowing of each of them separate or it’s knowing of seeing_hearing_tasting_sensing_smelling_thinking / experience?”

Not knowing as separate - just that there is knowing/experiencing seeing, hearing, tasting - I wouldn’t describe the relationship as dependent, and yet they are ...

Thank you for that. :)

I did have to work most of today and am just reviewing again the exercises and seeing. I should have something to report back tomorrow.

So this was just checking in to let you know I'm here - still going.

Thank you!