Thank you Stacy!. How wonderful, haha 😉

Yes thank you for the invite, I will check the info about the meetings.

~ Ela

1. Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
2. Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now


In what appear to exist, there is ...

Hi Stacy,

I am working on this one, so will send it when I am done.

Thanks!
~Ela

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No separate entity, just recurring thought stream about an I/me story. It seems to be supported by a great energy that keeps it going / recurring. It is almost never questioned, until it is ...

That we should do, thank you!
"I" do.not feel like I have accomplished anything, or that anything has changed in a major way. I am not even sure if the expectation is still there.

Hi Stacy,
I do not know what that is...?

Hi Stacy,

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
Just like there is no "apple", there are many a thoughts about a me/I and its story of a lifetime, but no real entity as an I. I am afraid Ela/I is only a projection, an idea. a ...

Hi Stacy,

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
Just like there is no "apple", there are many a thoughts about a me/I and its story of a lifetime, but no real entity as an I. I am afraid Ela/I is only a projection, an idea. a ...

Hi Stacy,

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
Just like there is no "apple", there are many a thoughts about a me/I and its story of a lifetime, but no real entity as an I. I am afraid Ela/I is only a projection, an idea. a ...

Hi Stacy,

I didn't even get to the end of your message and I realized there is no apple! And it happened with an exercise before, don't remember which, however, there was the seeing/ realization that there are no things at all. In fact I already knew.this, perhaps not to a deeper realization, so to ...

Hi Stacy,

How does it FEEL to see this?
It doesn't feel like a strong way in particular. At times it feels funny/surprising, sometimes there is a clarity/observation without thought commentary, sometimes it may feel a bit uncomfortable, as in lightheadedness or fainting like feeling.
as if the ...

Hi Stacy,

How is the movement controlled?
When looking at what appears, as seeing only without thoughts, it is obvious that the hand flips all on its own and that nothing helps it or makes it do so.
The intention to move the hand can appear, and thoughts that say “I am moving my hand”, yet the ...

Hi Stacy,

How is the movement controlled?
When looking at what appears, as seeing only without thoughts, it is obvious that the hand flips all on its own and that nothing helps it or makes it do so.
The intention to move the hand can appear, and thoughts that say “I am moving my hand”, yet the ...

Hi Stacy,

How is the movement controlled?
When looking at what appears, as seeing only without thoughts, it is obvious that the hand flips all on its own and that nothing helps it or makes it do so.
The intention to move the hand can appear, and thoughts that say “I am moving my hand”, yet the ...

Hi Stacy,

How is the movement controlled?
When looking at what appears, as seeing only without thoughts, it is obvious that the hand flips all on its own and that nothing helps it or makes it do so.
The intention to move the hand can appear, and thoughts that say “I am moving my hand”, yet the ...