Hi Trisha,




Thank you so Much!! I will for sure be reaching out if something comes up.





Take Care



Much Love, Eli.

Hi Trisha,





Did anything ‘matter' before? In Direct Experience? Or only in thoughts?



It was only in thoughts that anything mattered, the direct experience has always been what it is.





Could anything change from how it is?




No nothing can change from how it is.



1) Is there a ...

Hi Trisha,






Can you SEE this?



Yes I see this, when the self was searched for, it was seen it was never there, there was never anything to search for in the first place. There was a never a seeker, there was never anything to actually liberate.



Can you see what I am pointing at ...

Hi Trisha,





Could he be any different?






No of course not, he is whole and complete





Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?








Absolutely not, it was seen that there is no self at all and its actually kind of ...

Hi Trisha,



I couldn't get out for a walk yesterday because of a big snowstorm, but I was outside for a bit shoveling and looking out of my window at the tress/sky/snow etc.




Is there anything that is not given?



Everything is what it is, there is nothing that can be changed.


Anything ...

Hi Trisha,




I read some of the dialogues from the book and the shift seems to be happening when they look behind the label of "I", there is simply nothing behind it. Here when the "I" is looked for nothing can be found, there is emptiness and spaciousness. There's literally nothing there accept ...

Hey Trisha,




Can you SEE this?



Yes this is seen.



How does it FEEL to SEE this?


There is no specific feeling, but there is a relaxation.




So what about the illusion of a 'separate self’? Is it seen through?




There is clarity that a sperate self does not exist. I can't say its ...

Hey Trisha,




When you let go of all what is untrue, what remains?




The only thing that remains is the experience(five 5 senses + thoughts arising).




Can you see this?




Yes there is only what is happening, thought content is just a label/add on to what's happening. Thought content is ...

Hey Trisha,



Thank you for reading, I am grateful to have you as my guide.



Can you please check the sensations connected with this thought content/story?



The sensations were checked for.



Do these sensations point to a lie or to truth?




The sensations point to a lie, It was seen ...

Hi Trisha,



Which of the 2 possibilities does Feel TRUE to you?


The one that feels the most true would be the expectations. There's a feeling that this isn't good enough. There's expecting something to happen, there's not expectations of a state. When I "LOOK" its clear there is no 'self', but ...

Hi Trisha,





Can you detect any ‘decid-ER’ in any of these happenings?



There is no decider in these happenings its automatic and just what's happening. There is a thought that tries to claim the memory or happening as if it happened to someone, but the actual happening has no decider ...

Hi Trisha,



How is the movement controlled?


The movement is just happening its not being controlled.






Does a thought control it?


A thought does not control it, its background commentary.






Can a ‘controller’ of any description be located?



A 'controller' cannot be located ...

Hi Trisha,





What I am questioning is the need for an ‘I’ for knowing or not knowing or understanding or thinking happening and the noticing or awar-ing of all this happening.



There is no need for an "I" for all of this to be happening, its simply happening.



Knowing or not-knowing ...

Hi Trisha,



Let me ask you, where is this ‘I’ to which not-knowing and not-understanding is attributed to?


The "I" was looked for and it wasn't found, the "I" is a thought/concept. The "I" arises as a thought, in the actual experience it couldn't be located.




Can an ‘I’ be found?

The "I ...

Hey Trisha,




What are your raw/actual experiences, what sensations can you notice, when it is sensed, that there is no boundary between "Eli-body" and the outside world and that there is no ‘inside' or ‘outside'?





My raw actual experiences are simply sensations in the body and thoughts ...