That Absolutely made me Tear up !!!
I'm so Happy for You !!!

Thank you Stafford!!!

So if You don't have any more Questions !?!

No more questions, I feel good, lighter! The story is still going on, but it already seems softer, less intrusive.

I'm going to send this to our Confirmation Team ...

Hi Stafford,

is There Really anything That can Be understood that Would create a Permanent Feeling of Getting IT or Not Getting IT ???

I spent a lot of time today looking for where the feeling was coming from and I couldn't find any place it was coming from. Or any one it was coming from. And ...

is There Really anything That can Be understood that Would create a Permanent Feeling of Getting IT or Not Getting IT ???

No, there is no one to be understood. I'd like to explore more on my concern about getting it or not getting it, tomorrow, and let you know what else comes up!

Best,

Jade

Hello hello,

Can a Non entity find something ???

No.

Can a Non entity Struggle with No Thing ???

No.

Look once again into Feelings Thoughts Sounds & Sights are You doing them & what are they made from ???

They are just happening, I am not doing anything. What are feelings, thoughts ...

Haha ok, sounds good, talk to you again tomorrow!

Ok take a Good Look at What's Knowing & Observing This is feeling like it's just a Belief & Nothing is Seen THROUGH !!! What Knows That & How Does IT come up ???

I couldn't find anything. I feel like when I'm looking, I'm trying to ignore the thoughts or look between/behind them, in order to see ...

Hi!

Ok take a Good Look at What's Knowing & Observing This is feeling like it's just a Belief & Nothing is Seen THROUGH !!! What Knows That & How Does IT come up ???

Okay, I'd like to work on this more tomorrow, if that's ok, and I'll let you know how it goes!

Thank you!

Jade

Hi Stafford,

IS This just Believed or Seen Through in Direct Experience ???

Well, right now, it feels more like a belief, whereas I think it should be known through direct experience. I'm not quite sure how to get to the direct experience. I sit with my eyes closed and try to observe the present ...

Okay, no problem!

Best,

Jade

Hi Stafford,

Okay, sounds good. Very grateful for your guidance. Thank you again!

Jade

Hello again!

Yes, "I" know that there is no one to work on anything, and nothing needs to be worked on. And that feelings happening have no meaning, they just do their thing - so no, they can't be trusted. But I suppose what I'm trying to say is that the feelings still feel sticky? Or rather that ...

1. No and no. I could not find a self/me/I in the thoughts, feelings or the body. The thoughts, feelings, and sensations just happen and there is nothing/no one controlling any of it. There couldn’t have ever been any separate entity because there is only direct experience of right now.

2. The ...

Hi!

Yes, it's seen through but Yes a Someone Totally plays out Here too
And Yes to working on dropping All Knowledge get back to me when You can

I'm not sure I know how to drop all knowledge! In the way I can't stop the thoughts, I'm not sure I can drop the knowledge? There is typically a lot ...

It Totally feels like There's someone Seeing This However IT'S Just Seeing !!!

Yes, it still feels like there is. Do you still feel like there is? Even though you know there isn't?

So Drop All Knowledge & See How Everything Always IS !?! ?!? !!!

I'm gonna work with this for a bit longer, if ...

Hello!

Without IT would feelings like I'm watching the movie and acting in it couldn't Be Known !!!

Yes, I see what you are saying — the whole entire experience comes from it. Including the illusion of me who is getting it or not getting it.

Now back on to Nothing = No Thing !!!
What except ...