Apoorva, there are many
Apoorva Dwivedi on FB...perhaps you can send me a friend request to Ma Shantipriya..❤

Hi Apoorva..

There is a thought that arises that 'I' will miss this....hehe..the conversations..questions and responses are enjoyable...to speak about 'this' is wordless really...and yet so much can be expressed in the nothingness. I would also like to keep in touch so will send a friend request ...

Thank you Apoorva.

Greetings Apoorva,

Many questions all at once !


1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape, or form? Was
there ever?

On enquiry and looking, I have not found a separate 'self' or 'me' . There seems to be that there never was a 'me'.

2) Explain in ...

Okay, thanks Apoorva.

Hi,

So, do you clearly see that self, as you thought it to be, does not exist, other than in your thought stories? 

Yes.

Do you see that there is no doer, controller or manager, except in the narrative?

Yes.

Hello Apoorva,

You seem to be fading out of here Is there still any expectation or anticipation of some state or experience? your comings quite sporadic! It's always a pleasure when you return. The questions and guidance is a welcome.


How is it. Is there still any expectation of how "no self ...

Hi Apoorva,

Is there any more doubt?

If doubt arises, it is recognized as the mind. There is the forgetting tho , like slipping back and running as if I am the person...its like if there isn't a constant awareness of 'now'.., the old habit of being 'me' seems to be there until it is seen.! Often ...

Hello Apoorva,

Lovely to have you back. I am well, life is flowing...flowing easily without me. :)

What are you without the word “I”? What are you without the name?

Without the 'I' ..there seems to be no world , just the direct experiencing.which feels more intense and vibrant...more alive ...

But what actually changed in your experience when we uninstalled the word “I”? Did you disappear?

There wasn't a change in the experience and when 'I' was vocalized using words it's was noticed how the word I was the first word attached to the sentence...it happened everytime so instantly ...

Greetings Apoorva,

I'd like to spend the day doing this exercise...uninstalling the 'I'. I will return here tomorrow morning. Thanks .

Love Shantipriya.

Hi Apoorva..

I'm doing ok..just being in the flow of life, as you said. Everything coming and going..sometimes there is looking and sometimes there is the forgetting and lost in the fog..and then there is looking and realizing..:).

I'll go to this link, thanks.

Love ..Shantipriya.

Ok.Apoorva.

Thank you.

Are you also saying that your guidance is no more...?

Hi Apoorva..

Why to take a break..? Can you please explain ? Thanks.

Shantipriya.