Dear Ron,
Thank you, yes, it was not that easy, I didn't face it really, I was more like avoiding it, to be honest, but I will do it again.
Yes, in a while desire is gone, I have done it with different topics, true it works!
Thank you for your wise guidance, how you know what questions to put, from ...

Hi Ron,
We haven't talked for a while.

Is there such a thing called "mind"? Of course, we use it in expression, but is there a mind to be found?

Very interesting question indeed, who is thinking -what is the 6th conciseness, you are talking to so-called label Buddhist here, we are milked with ...

Dear Ron,
It has been a while till I find time to taste this 5 sense meditation, open up all senses and just be with the sensations coming.

Can you look at the object and only see colors forming shapes without any meaning?
Yes, this is not new, sometimes I am resting like this.
- Can you see ...

Dear Ron,
How are "you" that is not "you"?

Can it be known how tall the body is?
Does the body have a weight or volume?
In the actual experience does the body have a shape or a form?

All characteristics of the body, height, weight, tall, volume, shape can not be experienced in this empty space ...

Dear Ron,
Thank you for your time and for opening such an interesting topic and questions.
I would like to investigate Body Questions via meditation a little bit more.
Yes,(I am a little bit confused about how to navigate in the forum), but I found the admin message and send a message to be added to ...

Dear Ron,
Happy to have more talk to you and to find more clarity in these first steps, from the est of my new"old" life.
Are you controlling these movements?
Do you find a thought before action?
How do you get out of bed? Do you find an intention, a thought and then action? Or getting out of bed ...

Dear Ron,
O, no more Blue questions, but I would like still to chat with "you"
We are all one, don't we?
No words to thank you, for your guidance on this journey till his end, so let's silent do it instead of me.

Thank you for the advice regarding the sweet... But you know ... I will gonna eat it ...

Dear Ron,
I can sense this will be long:)
1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape, or form?
Was there ever?
No, there isn't a separate self, as harder, I look for it, as bigger becoming the hole in the wall. No one is there and never has been anyone ...

Dear Ron,
Isn't an "energy field" a sensation with a thought tag "this is an energy field"?

Yes, Ron! Absolutely, it is just another sensation with a thought tag!

I feel like, for the first time, I really look at it, look really look, and to be honest I couldn't find anything, anything at all ...

Hi Ron,
Please bring up that thought, that frustration, and look what can be found there besides the thoughts?



Well, from the contrast between thought and life / what's happening/ is arising that feeling - disappointment, the feeling is there.
But who owns it? What I think is: "I have this ...

Is there a me who is disappointed in life?
What is that notion of being disappointed located?
Who owns the disappointment?
Hi Ron,
Maybe this character Rumiana is disappointed - building air towers from expectations of how things should be, but then the reality is not matching, and by this ...

Do you feel any resistance to what I wrote above?
No at all, for some reason "I" -here used for communication only, fed up, is sick and tired of so much baggage, and especially from too many expectations...Yes, yes
Yes, you say exactly what I was searching for MAGIC!!!

Maybe because of my ...

Hi Ronaldo,
Thank you for taking me on this journey with you.
Let's start backward, Why my heart is broken?
"Me " use to believe that real love exists and was searching in the face of the men to find the perfect partner, and has decided that this is my Teacher. So passing true different experiences ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
Intellectually No Ego, there is awareness with clarity, something like knowing, but no one is behind this knowing. What arises in me when someone pushes so-called "my " buttons, is like a habitual ...