Hi Stafford
So, i’ve been invited to the LU aftercare and unleashed groups. It looks like your work is done!
Much as i wouldn’t have minded which way it went, i think this will be helpful for my further progress.
Thank you so much for your commitment and patience, i’m kind of amazed how obvious it ...

Thank you.
i’m not really worried either way - Snowflakes don’t land in the wrong place! It’s a path. i have developed, changed and gained insight, whether or not it is deemed i have gone through the gate, and that’s the point in the end.
If they think not, i will probably just continue on my path ...

(“” Who needs to Know How The World Works When No One Home but an Image !!!””)

Haha, made me laugh! ‘I’ doesn’t need to know and ‘i’ don’t expect there to be ‘The Answer’ but as ‘i’ understand it, this is the beginning of a new phase, ‘i’ still has a path to follow and is affected by that which it ...

Than you. Sorry for the delay, this took some thinking about!

Introductory thoughts

The use of ‘i’ here is meant to represent ‘this mind body’ rather than I or Self.
i think it would be helpful, for me at least, to pre-empt my responses with a brief exploration / explanation of where i was before ...

Thank you. What an interesting path we’re traveling!

(“”Is There Really Anything You need To Do Too Be....!?!””)

No.
‘Being’ is happening, without action or decision, presumably because this ‘i’ body / mind is aware. Self can’t stop Being from happening. It just Is.

(“” Direct Question & Direct Yes or No Answers !!!
Can You control Your Thinking ?!?
Ok let me know what comes up out of This””)

No.
There isn’t a separate I to do the controlling.

The reason ‘i’ have come to this conclusion is that wherever ‘i’ve looked for what ‘i’ thought of as Me the thought ...

Interesting.
My initial reaction to this was “No, because there is no Me outside of my thinking, and my thinking can’t control itself”.
But that feels like a bit of a profound thing to say, so let me sleep on it!

This morning I feel profoundly relaxed, having woken early. There is a quiet happiness inside. Let’s see what the day brings...

I’m posting daily because that was the commitment it things are shifting slowly.
I’m back from holiday and back into work, so ‘my’ mind is more occupied Making the looking less intense.
I woke up trying too hard to See and was frustrated with a strong sense of self.
Meditation was better, letting ...

(“” You're Already Not The Personal See-er & can't have a my route with & individual Way....!!!!! Not Possible !!! It's Never Been That Way ....!!!
So Contemplating This, When You've lost Yourself & No One is Home
How can There be someone too see who or what was There ?!? /!?!
And Could it Be That ...

Ok thanks. I will give a full feedback later.

This morning I meditated just by connecting to the stillness and letting Myself go into it. I don’t think I’ve done that before, so my Self / I must be clinking less and less fearful of letting go. Which has to be a good thing.

(“”Now take a Look & See The Wholeness of This Whole Phenomenal ...

(“” Notice the feeling about loosing focus, does the feeling actually point too Loosing focus or is that just a Passing sensation that comes & goes randomly & Creates a Feeler ??? / !!!“”)

All thoughts and feelings come and go, but in general it feels as though my thinking and feeling is all ...

So, I am relaxing into not trying to know and things seem calmer, quieter, more relaxed, healthier. I am just ‘being with’ as much as I can and not enquiring so much, which maybe feels like losing focus, but I will stick with it.
Andy

(“”for me there's no control Lol !!! It's was seen through by seeing how the senses absolutely run on their own !?! /?!?“”)
I understand this, from watching my lack of control over spontaneous thoughts, so maybe need to keep looking here too.
I had another early hours of the morning experience ...