Dear Ilona, thank you for support and guidance on this journey!
Life showing us as Ilona and Liberation Unleashed!
I have so enjoyed our dialogue- life guiding life with the benefit of removing unnecessary pain and suffering.
Seeing it for what it is - just a story.

This conversation has been ...

Hi Ilona,
Thanks for getting me back on track and reminding that there is no control, no one doing this and no one responsible
Everything that is happening ( work, home, relationships, place you live, family you have) - is it yours? Have you chose this? Or is it given? Can anything be different ...

Hi Ilona,
It has taken a while to get back whilst I ponder the last few weeks of direct inquiry.
As there is no separate self, there is this question as to who or what has been inquiring.
It is like the totality of awareness is waking up to itself.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I ...

Hi Ilona, yes - almost there,
think it might be time for the final questions.
There is a sense this is really only the beginning.
Love
Love always
Taskat

Dear Ilona, yes, expectations met.

Looking 'at' now, not looking 'for'.
More and more seeing that Life just shows up.
Right now.
Still get caught up in work drama but can pull back and (mostly) see it as whatever is arising.
At peace
Thanks and lots of love
Taskat

Hi Ilona, seeking is over but still enjoy listening to Rupert Spira.
He has a lovely way of describing the 'no self' and experiencing the timeless.
It's not seeking, more deepening and feels calm and peaceful.

By the way, my daughter had her first baby last week. So lovely. He was 6 weeks early so ...

Hi Ilona,
Is seeking energy still here?
You know, i think it really is settling.
The stressing and striving are easing off each day.
I enjoy walking to work.
There is a pair of nesting hooded plovers who make a big noise when we walk out the front door.
They are defending their babies. Its ok. I ...

Hi Ilona,
Is seeking energy still here?
You know, i think it really is settling.
The stressing and striving are easing off each day.
I enjoy walking to work.
There is a pair of nesting hooded plovers who make a big noise when we walk out the front door.
They are defending their babies. Its ok. I ...

Hi Ilona,
What else are you noticing? What is the biggest most noticeable difference since we started this conversation
Looking back it is hard to pinpoint when things started to change.
It seems to have been coming for a while, even before liberation unleashed 'appeared' in my awareness.

Things ...

Hi Ilona, mad week.
So pleased this conversation is not over.

The objective of this conversation is to guide you to looking at your own experience and finding that inner knowing of what you are and what you are not and knowing the difference
It feels like home.
'Feeling' is just a thought.
Spent ...

Dear Ilona,

So is it clear, that the show is going on by itself?

yes the show is going by itself but I still feel responsible for things much of the time.

Doesn't seem to matter that this is now an illogical statement.
Spent 6 hours yesterday writing a document that noone wants to read ...

Dearest Ilona,

So life brings situations up where you can see again and again, from all different angles, that it is all happening without doers. Is this ok?
Yes, it is all OK- the good, the not so good, the terrifying and the ugly. These are just labels.
Life is just life.

Or is there an idea ...

Dear Ilona, well it didnt take very long to return to the pre holiday craziness at work.
14hr days again, crisis and stressors and surrounded by distressed and highly anxious people.
Maybe i was just kidding myself.
Did i really see the 'no boundary unity'?
I hang on to these precious memories of ...

Dear Ilona,
so back at work for the first week.
It has been interesting and quite liberating to just be able to wander around talking to people without getting hooked into the drama or feeling like I have to fix anything for them.
Is this new perspective staying around?

The perspective is ...

Hi Ilona,
Back at work today. Not sure if it is still the post holiday ’chill’ or something more lasting. Either way it doesn’t matter. Life is just unfolding.
Doing the rounds this morning, ended up in an encounter with a staff member whose behaviour during the pandemic had been particularly ...