Hi Vivien,

Are you saying that you don’t know the meaning of ‘real’?

So what is the difference between ‘real’ and ‘not real’?

I think that by real you mean what I can see, smell,taste,feel and hear. But what about imagination? What about thought? that is real too. It happens just like a ...

Hi Vivien,

Can you find a REAL me outside of imagination?[/color]

what do you mean by 'real' ?

How many ‘I’-s are there? Is there one that manifests in thoughts, and there is another ‘I’ which has no control over this manifestation of I-thought?
there is no more than an 'I'.

Is there ‘I ...

Hi Vivien,

You don’t have to worry about this. Gradually, we will cover everything.

oh my God, thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!

So as I said before the me is not always present, but there is something always present for experience to happen and be known.. experience is constant.. the me isn ...

Hi Vivien,

I am taking my time with my answers to make sure I have enough time to contemplate what you are trying to show me rather then respond too quickly and not absorb everything.

Don’t you find it very strange that you can easily find the lamp or the body, but not yourself? The one you ...

Hi Vivien,

I can only describe the experience. How do I search for the one that knows the experience?

Unfortunately, I cannot tell you the how. Not because I don't want to, but because you have to find your way.

I appreciate that. I am just trying and trying as if I am going to find ...

Hi Vivien,

[ color=#0040FF]What is it that is aware of the present experience?
Find the one that is aware. Where is it?[/color]
Above I have described my experience.. now you ask me who was aware of that present experience. And how am I do to that? Find out the one who is aware?
I said that I can ...

Hi Vivien,

color=#0040FF]But does it FEEL like that YOU are believing in thoughts?[/color]


I am not sure what I AM.
It does not feel like I am believing in thoughts but it’s more like I know it’s happening on it’s own and I am reporting this to you. I cannot point specifically to an I that IS ...

Hi Vivien,

Now, find this ‘me’ who is having thoughts. Where is it?
There is isn’t an I found that has thoughts. I can only point to thoughts appearing and being known. I don’t know by what. They appear and are known.

Where is the ‘I’ that is believing in Thoughts?
I can only point to thoughts ...

Hi Vivien


So why can’t you grab your-self?
I can't grab myself because I can't grab a thought. The self manifests as a thought. A thought is known only. - I cannot physically grab it, taste it, smell it or feel it. I can only know it.. it manifests and its known.

How do you see the self now ...

Hi Vivien,

I haven’t had much time lately to responde.

I will get back to you soon.

Thank you

Claudia

Try (literally) grasping the I (the observer of the chair) with your hand. Can you grasper it?
No I cannot grasp it.. i am so tired of grasping thought and more thought..

This sounds simplistic, but in spite of its simplicity do this many times.

Every time when in your daily life it feels like ...

Hi Vivien,

I received a message that I have a post from you but I cannot see it.

Is this a bug?

Claudia

Hi Vivien,

Now open your eyes, and sit on that imagined chair of your left. Literally sit on it.
Can you do that? Why not?
I cannot do that. It does not matter how intense or precise my thought about the chair was it did not make the chair real. When I tried to sit, I could not.. Thouhht right ...

Hi Vivien,

I would like to ask you to go back, and do those exercises again. After redoing them:

What is the point of those exercises?
to differentiate experience from what is imagined ( thought).

And what can you see after redoing those exercises?

with those exercises it is so clear to ...

Hi Vivien,

V: Have you actually SEARCHED FOR the owner of the body?
If yes, tell me where did you searched for it?
If no, why not?
So this is the original questions that you didn’t understand.
Please tell me, what is it that you don’t understand?
Please can you clarify how can I search for ...