Hi Vivien!

Indeed there are no further questions for me, but maybe a "me" will sometime have questions again *haha*
I haven't looked into Facebook for over a year now, basically because it is full of stories about imaginary people and somehow boring - anyway, thank you for your offer to contact you ...

Hi Vivien!

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?

No, there are only the words but they don't refer to an actual thing. This has always been like this.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it ...

Hi Vivien!

Am I still with you? Actually I don't know... there seems to be no center anymore...

I tried to answer your questions about the AE of the qualities I previously labeled as qualities of awareness.
It was impossible to do for several reasons. First, all words stopped making sense, then ...

Hi Vivien!

Thank you for your understanding.

But you can also look for the resistance itself. What is the AE of resistance?

That's my point - I don't see this as the same. I know for sure, that I can't be found in any perception. Years of looking into objects of perception - from the gross to ...

Hi Vivien!

There is a huge annoyance/resistance coming up right now. It’s commented with „No, not that exercise again! I have done this already thousands of times!“. This also came up with most of your other exercises, but I did them anyway, knowing that this is just thought or resistance.
Now it ...

Hi Vivien!

There is a lot of deepening going on. The main thing that has been seen through now is that I can only trust my own seeing of truth.
I’m not able to trust any other paths or teachers and stopped trying to walk their „truths“ when my direct looking shows it otherwise.
That alone is such a ...

Hi Vivien!

Before I go into detail about the questions you asked, I wanted to share something that came up yesterday. I researched Elena and what she is doing now. I haven’t done this before - just read the 2 books and then asked to join here without any knowledge about the background of this site ...

Hi Vivien!

“When I don’t listen to the content of thoughts” - What does the word ‘I’ refer to in this sentence? What is it exactly that listens to the content of thoughts? Where is the ‘listener’ exactly? – find the location.

I woke up very early and immediately sat down with these questions ...

Hi Vivien!

What came to my mind is the joke question „Have you ever seen Batman and me in the same room together?“. Of course, this joke should suggest that I am Batman, but the real joke now is, that I’m neither Batman nor myself and that’s why we can both not be found in any room ever! LOL

The ...

Hi Vivien!

We will get to awareness, but first we have to do a clean-up, so to speak.

No problem - if we find anything to clean up, then let's do it. I trust your process but can't promise you to not jump right into looking at awareness itself. This is simply happening too during my day and ...

Hi Vivien!

This is just a thought conclusion which doesn’t correspond with the AE.

I agree that this is a thought, but it's also AE that I can't be found anywhere and that there is the impression of "I'm the looker". In a way this is why we are doing the inquiry now, right?

Repetition is ...

It seems that there is an expectation here that the sense of self will be gone completely, never asserting itself ever again. But this is not the case.

Yes when I look, you are right - there still seems to be the belief of „being finally done“ lurking in the background. It’s like a „I am finally ...

Hi Vivien!

Thank you for picking me up and I'm looking forward to our exploration.

How will Life change?
The content of Life won't change, but the experience of it. I guess the subtle seeking mode will fall away and the constant pressure of trying/needing to remember and blaming myself for ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
That there is only seeing, hearing, sensing, perceiving, thinking etc. but no individual person doing these functions.

What are you looking for at LU?
A final clarification about the ...