Dear Vivien,
Thank you for all you have done to guide me. I will be forever grateful for the opportunity to work with you, and to receive your guidance. I look forward to all that you mentioned to unfold.

With love,
Jen

Good morning, Vivien,

Has anything been annihilated? Does anything have to be annihilated?'
No, there is nothing at all that has to be annihilated. This sensation labelled “fear,” of annihilation is the false self wanting to assert itself as a separate “thing” or entity, Jen when it is no-thing ...

Wait!! Let me say this again! You did not choose to be my guide, it has just happened!!! Yes I do know this! The programming still runs strong, but I am looking and looking all the time! Looking at no-self. Thank you Vivien, thank you, thank you!
Love, Jen

OK, Vivien. Thank you so very much for all your time and dedication. I know there is no "you" really, but you have been a wonderful guide and pointer. I have so looked forward to the questions each time over these last couple of months, and am so very grateful that you chose me to guide.
Love,
Jen

Hi Vivien!

What is it exactly that ‘started to believe and identify with that separate thing called Jen’?
What is it exactly that ‘was believing it to be a separate me’?
Nothing. An illusion of a self.

What does the word ‘I’ point to in the sentence “Even though I have seen through the self ...

Hello Vivien,

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?
No, there never was, is not now, and never will be. This is the grand illusion.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works ...

Ok Vivien!! I am not going away yet! Please stand by for my answers in a day or so!
Love,
Jen

Dear Vivien
1. Can a dividing line between the colour labelled ‘body’ and the colour labelled ‘chair’ be found?
No

2. Is there a dividing line between the colour labelled ‘chair’ and the colour labelled ‘floor/rug’?
no

3. Can a dividing line between the colour labelled ‘floor/rug’ and colour ...

Dear Vivien,
I am still working to answer these questions. My story requires some intensity of my time at the moment, but I wanted you to know I may need a day or so more, please! Thank you!
Love,
Jen

Hello Vivien,

Now, go open your front door like it is in this picture and have a look. Is the open door actually taking up ‘space’?
No. There is no experience of "space"

And is there ‘space’ between door and the trees and road behind the door?
No.

What is actual experience?
Colors and ...

Hi Vivien,

There is no separation, yes. But what makes this non-separation ME?
OK, I used the word Me as if a separate thing but this is not what I meant. It’s hard to explain the experience without using words!

How is it known that ‘they are me, and I am them’?
Because in doing the exercises ...

Hello Dear Vivien,

Look at the display before you.
When seeing it, is there any division between seeing, seer, and the seen?
No, there is no division.

Are these three separate?
No. There is no separation.

If yes, could you find the boundary between the three? Not an imagined, conceptual ...

Hello Vivien!

Is there really an ‘apple’ here, or only colour and a thought ABOUT ‘apple’?
Only color and a thought about “apple”.

Can ‘apple’ be found in actual experience?
No

While these thoughts are known, what they talk ABOUT can't be found in actual experience.

Taste labelled ‘apple ...

Dear Vivien,



And how many sounds where present?
Just one
Can you see that only thoughts divide up sound into the sounds of a ‘clock’ and the ‘outdoor sounds’, but actually there is only sound (singular) without any division?”
Yes I can see this. It is all “sound”

Let’s continue with the ...

Hello Vivien,
Here is my response.

Going just by the tick tock sound, do you find a clock present?
No
Is there any direct/actual experience of a clock in the sound?
No
Does the sound come self-labelled as originating from the clock?
Not at all
Do you find a clock hidden in the sound?
No ...