Hi Ve, it' s been a while..
I am having some trouble in my mind. I am afraid that I could lose my mind. In the past couple of weeks I have felt that I was close to becoming crazy. I had a traumatic experience a few months ago and I've had some panic attacks but only in the last couple of weeks I ...

"If time is illusion" is a conditional ....?
Is it or is it not?

I was just setting up the sentence...I already know that time is an illusion. I've known it for a long time, and it's funny how in the last year, time has slowed down a lot, although at the same time, I feel the preciousness of ...

Like the fatamorgana, after it is seen through, we dont have to move towards it.
the whole effort can fall off.

Yes, this is true. There is no effort to investigate each idea/concept as if my ultimate well-being depended on it. Thoughts occur but it's a simple reality that they're not very ...

why is a fatamorgana, a mirage in the dessert, still seen even after it is revealed as a illusion?

I think a fata morgana is a play of light which means it will remain there as long as you have the perspective from the place you're looking from. Is that true of thoughts/ego/beliefs? Will they ...

Hello. Hope you are well. Thank you for your guidance.


If truth is seen, the I is seen as illusion, just thought, nothing real.
It never was there, so nothing can go.

Right. Nothing can go. The I never was. So ideas that come up are nothing more than thoughts. But why do they come up? Do they ...

Hello verananda, thanks for responding.

6-7 weeks ago I started reading gateless gatecrashers and had stretches of several days where I could feel the sense of self absent. The sense of self came back a few times but only for a day at most, then went away again. It hasn't come back in 4 weeks now ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
You guide willing people to see past the illusory self, to give up illusion

What are you looking for at LU?
I already got what I most wanted: freedom. I read Gateless Gatecrashers and it was ...