Hi! All is good,
Many thanks,
Suzanne

Hello Adil,
I did connect with Kay. Waiting for the FB invite to aftercare group,
Metta,
Suzanne68

Hello again Adil!
Just a quick note to mention that I still have not received a pm. There one message, but it has been deleted by the sender...Can you please ask for it to be sent?
Metta,
Suzanne

Hi Adil!
Was I supposed to receive a message to the private FB page?
Thanks,
Suzanne

Indeed it does feel like home. Thank you for your patient guidance.
Metta,
Suzanne

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.
How does an illusion think and believe? Where exactly is this illusion that is doing this?
What self is the illusion happening to and what is ...

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
2) Explain in detail wha the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.
3) How does it feel to see this ...

5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience .

I don’t know what makes things happen. All that is known is that there isn’t any controller deciding, choosing, or intending ...

Ok, thank you Adil. Wiil do.
Metta,
Suzanne

All clear.
Do I start over with the same 5 questions?

Qeven if the "I" doesn’t want to think the thought and rejects it, it is already is there. T
Is it "i" doesn't want to think or is it simply other thoughts saying this and that..
IS there any" I" operating anything ?
How can an unexisting "I" resist to something ?

Hello!
It is simply more ...

Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

Life flows simply, effortlessly. There’s no chooser, decision-maker, and controller. Things happen without any orchestrator ...

There never was and never will be. That’s where suffering starts.
can you talk about this more please for me to understand where / how suffering starts ?

Hello,
I meant suffering appears when the illusion begins, when we believe that there’s a controller/owner of experience that can control life ...

There is no "i" to allign with this.
There never was a control or controller or a self and there was always concepts trying to explain what is..but there was aligning..
Looking for a meaning or purpose in life is absolutely nonsense.
Life is lifing and there are some thoughts asking "what's ...

Yes. As you see you can only say that "awareness observes" from thinking. It is only a thought.
As you said without going to any concept it is impossible to say this and all concepts are simply thoughts.
Can you see ?
and would you please tell more what is confusing ? Or any not clear fields for ...