Dear Bananfish,

thank you so much for your subtle and sharp guidance and opportunity to follow your questions.
I have enjoyed this very intense process.
Big thanks to LU!

Best wishes!

Ajsha

Dear Bananfish,

after a long walk around the town castle hill, observing everything around with fresh seeing...typing starts :)

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?


There is no separate entity 'self', 'me', 'I' and never ...

Dear Bananafish,

I will answer the questions later today or tomorrow, I need some more quiet time.
Today we have full house:)

Thank you.
Warm regards!

Ajsha

Dear Bananfish!


There is so much gratefulness and tears. Culd it be so simple?


Would you like to proceed to the final questions to be asked at the end of
the guided conversations?

Yes.


Before proceeding, please tell me if you feel you aren't quite ready; please address any
doubts or ...

Dear Bananfish!


How does it feel? Is it liberating?
Are you free now?


It feels spacious and very liberating.
This fredom is always here, it is a question of focus.


Are you crystal clear that there is no "I?"


Yes, there is no "I", although there is still a lot of identification with the ...

Dear Bananafish,

this is overwhelming:)



Yes, it's your natural state, whether you see it or not.
When you see it, that is the start of living truth.


This seeing is what is called awakening?!?
This seeing is what all religions and spiritual practicies point to?!?
This is freedom?!?

It's ...

Hi Bananfish,


Please tell me what you want to explore further.
Do you have any kind of doubts you want to clarify?

Yes, please, I need more guidance about/through this 'seeing'. When focus is there, my person/story is seen like a movie. This seeing is very subtle and feels like a 'vast nothing ...

Hello from Europe Bananafish!

We have lunch time:)

How does it feel to see this?

There is excitement, joy, in the body there is feeling of energy flow, question arising: is this It? - yeah, this is thought..., a lot of thougts is waiting for attention...


Has any kind of shift happened ...

Bananafish hello!

Now, how do you see the ego now? Could you describe it in details?
What is it, right here, now?

I can't see it. I can only describe it through the thinking process, the same as my person and its story.

Omg:)

Regards,

Ajsha

Hi Bananafish!

I enjoyed this experiment.

When I look at the display:

When seeing it, is there any division between seeing, seer, and the seen?
Are these three separate?

No, there is no division, it seems like a flow.
They are not separate.


Boundary is made through the thinking process ...

Hi Bananfish,

thanks for your sharp questions:)

Now, could you observe what you call "ego - mind" here and now?
What is it in the very moment you observe? What about its shape? Color? Texture?

I observed. I found just a thought ( cluster of thoughts/ ideas/ beliefs)
No shape, color or texture ...

Hi Bananfish,

thank you so much for decision to be my guide. Grateful.

What is Truth?

For me, Truth is knowing and seeing without the veil of ego - mind.

Regards,

Ajsha

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
That the person I think and feel (most of the time) I am, doesn't exist. At all.

What are you looking for at LU?
To find something or someone to help me finish this search for Truth.
I read ...