Hi Indy, pleasure to meet you. I think we can conduct this interchange in English language, although Spanish is my original one.

For "Recovering the lost innocence" I really mean that simple direct contact with reality as-it-is, been able to react spontaneously, somehow to cross the gate, to be ...

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
No separate-individual-selfalienated-selfcontained-selfsuficient existence with the heavy burden of languages and dictionaries.

What are you looking for at LU?
See for "myself" at that no-self ...