1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No there isn't and there wasn't.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.
A ...

Nothing comes up.

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That sounds amazing :-)

Can you give me a big fat "YES" that the innocent belief in a separate self was seen through?

Yes it has!!! There is no separate self <3

I meant to no one, throught no one :)

And that is liberating!!!

Things happens to no one. There is no I, the self. Only a thought of self. Things happens and thinking happens. To no one, though no one. Life happens to life..

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No there is and never was.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

A ...

No there is not any questions left.

Thank you very much Matthew for this precious conversation and guiding <3.

How does it feel to see this?

Very liberating and safe. Whatever seems to happen, there is something that remains always. Thinking happens, pain might happen, loss might happen.. But it doesn't need to been taken personally, 'cause nothing is truly personal...

Now look also at that, what is apparently attached to the body and the story.
What is it?
A thought?
Can a thought be attached?
What is attached?

Nothing can't be attached. It's only a though. Though of separation..misinterpretation.

"Addicted to be a person"
How do you know what it feels ...

Thanks for asking Matthew!
I've been busy with my thesis.
I will answer you later.

When nothing is addicted, can there be addiction?
No, but I find some kind of attachment to concepts like body, story etc. That I call addiction. Addicted to be a person. Nut really, if there is no me and no one that's also just a concept.

Is there addiction to thought stories? Or is also the ...

Are thoughts about "different scenarios" and thoughts about "analysing" considered "bad" thoughts?
Are there "good" thoughts and "bad" thoughts?

If so, please look directly at them and tell me:
What makes a good thought a good thought?
What makes a bad thought a bad thought?


Moreover:

What is ...

Is life controlled by anything or anyone?
Is life controlled by "I"?

No, life can't be controlled. It is just a illusion that "I" could controll life.

"I am alone"
Can "I" ever be alone?
Can no one be alone?

No, its also an illusion. A thought.

I've noticed some kind on addiction to ...

"What beliefs have surfaced?"

For example: I have to control life and other people to feel safe, I have to plan because without planning I can't achieve things (success, money) and I end up to live under the bridge, I am alone, I have to protect myself..