Ok Matthew! Done that! Thank you

Ok!

Yes it is!

I mean " nothing to add" :)

No man anything to add for the moment! Except that i'm very gratefull for what you're doing! (Had to use the words I and you) thank you!

Decision making happens spontaniously, there is one thought after another, based on what is sensed, so there is no control really! There is no one responsable only a chain of toughts interconected with the senses interconected with the perceived world!

The last bit was realising that the thougts happens so fast and only after that comes the labelling thought! "I" have allready seen that thoughts happens by is own! There is no one controlling them, but this clear seen haven't happened yet! Such a relief :)

No man that was a gramatical misunderstanding! The ilusion of a separate self is that thinking happening!(only see your last reply now)

Hey man with this last question you really hit a nerve! The decision making thing was not been entirely seen... but after that question when looking , it's seen the thought happens so fast(when decision making) that it's impossible for anything else to happen(like a decision maker) causes conditions ...

This will happen naturaly i think! The best thing probably is to relax and let life flow! So that is the only thing that can be done it's more like a non doing! "I'm" still digesting this "stuff"

The diference it's like being ridden of a heavy weight from"myback" ! Is seeing that it was all just a story created and feeded! Life is simple and everything is exactly how it is! Still saying that this needs to mature!

Oh yes and the illusion of a separate self is thinking that life belong to us, as well as emotions thoghts, the body etc. Is seeing reality trough the lenses of this self and it's like anything that hapens it's happening to us instead of simply happening!

From a very early age we've being given a name, a family, the story of the family etc. All the family are identified wich one with their one personal self, so one doesnt even think about it! Also that sense of self is reinforced when things are not so pleasent(like the baby is hungry and is crying ...

And of course never existed!

No there isn't ! There are just toughts with the label "I" and stories about that imaginary self, of course this is well rooted in the human psiche since early age and assumes diferent layers! But it really doesnt exist!