Thank you Matthew all help and time 🙏

Hi, Matthew
Your question are answered
How is life these days experienced?

Headless and body less mostly time
Feeling that looking containing all senses
Compassion even unexpected things
Prefer to stay alone
Less food makes full
When silent and stillness there, twilight at background feeling ...

"I" is the focused awareness to thoughts.


Can "I" be found outside of thought content

Dear Matthew

"I" can not found in or out side of the thought there are no thought or I
There is just experiencing which is modulated manifestation
" I" is, to be person feeling's experience may be with ego ...

Hi, Friends

"I" is the focused awareness to thoughts.
Can not be identify with something or believing in something

🙏

Hi, Friends,
I am late to respond but very busy week birthdays, visitors, grandchildren, work, etc. I just find quite time.
I wish answers ok this time. If I write fully it can make small book
Bold part of the text is until last several years was my experience. I wrote just which are came out right ...

I Hi, Matthew
Here is respond to your last post I wish works this time

3) How does it feel to see this?
What is the difference from before you started this dialogue?
Please report from the past few days.

Gap between this stages disrepair forever. To see that did not do any astonishment

Before ...

Shift

5: I don't responsible anything these words could have meaning for me until few years before but here and now no meaning we don't do anything we are not exist life live life whatever this survival needs mostly words words need human being to help them to do their job in the manifestation especially ...

Hi, Matthew
Here is respond your question
1: Shortly there is no existence at all anywhere anyway never was even to say like a dream too much because dream has shape and story etc. in it. There is just knowingness moment to moment all together every moment a New knowingness. If thislike fluid ...

Hi, Matthew
Thank you
I don't want take your time long, shortly I will answer your question
Last few weeks I did many contemplation all this about that to respond being here. In these contemplations I put question that
"Can I turn back all the way life before "my understanding" was not there ...

Hi, Dear Friend
I was very busy recently today I find sometimes to respond you thanks your patient
Any question did not arise to ask ( I am not trying to say I know everything about) its been long time almost all seeking slowly droped away.
Your question was, there is something I feel incomplete ...

And moving changing
When I apply to LU it was not separate me or union me etc. I just wrote with my heart at that moment there was desire to join and read rest of your great discussions and of course ask sleeping and the last root question as a matter of fact like two question but just one question ...

Hi, Friend
I am late to respond but I was busy recently I read your text carefully and contemplate. And I decided to write to you my recent experiences let say last six mounts to right this moment. I am not good about editing text It takes long time from me with my language condition that's why I ...

Hi, Otter
Thank you for your time for me
I mean by Nur shows up: how was the life experience before this understanding "shows up"
I ment by still shows up: there is times still forgetting,happens
Last part of your response: you ask me some specifics examples. These can be, I heard my dear friend ...

Hi, Dear Otter
Your first question's answer: subject was cutting of the roots.
I am silent, stillness emptiness and the same time one with life no doubt about that never comes or never goes
But in the extremes or unexpected some happens Nur shows up for some time, my aware being not immediately but ...