Hi Tim,

Just to clarify, am I awaiting instructions...not sure where to currently?

Many thanks Katie

Done thanks Tim.

I Clearly see a thinking suffering entity does not exist only as a thought which arises and vaporises until the next.

This entity is not present - only thoughts are present.

Yes there is a clear knowing - a clear awareness of this! Just Thoughts...only thoughts. I do see this...

There has been ...

It’s the experience of what this life is rather than what a non existent person is not?

It’s the life force, the ongoing connection to this reality which seems to be less present than the thinking suffering entity (although awareness points to its constant presence once attention points to it.

Hi Tim

Perhaps it’s not about seeing that I’m questioning but rather more about feeling no self that I’m struggling with. If suffering with issues is still significant then there must still be the belief that there is still a belief the self exists?

Thank you.

Hi Tim

Although I have not received your reply as yet, I felt the need to write and say I’m not convinced that I gave ‘got It’ yet.

The set of last questions I struggled with and still I am not convinced of my answers.

Also, my responses to life have also been ‘me’ driven lately - whilst ..I am ...

Tim...you ask
"What is it that is making decisions or choosing?"

There is no person making decisions or choosing....decisions and choices which are thoughts, come and go of their on accord. There is no one controlling such thoughts or decisions which are just more thoughts.


"What is it that is ...

Hi Tim

Good to hear from you.
In answer to your inquiry...

There is seeing that -

- thought regarding responsibility has created the feeling ‘discomfort,’
- there is no entity who can claim this responsibility and like every other emotion discomfort just arises
- also responsibility is just a ...

Hi Tim

In answer to your questions ...

“Is there a separate identity...was there ever?”

No there never has been a separate identity.

“Explain the illusion of a separate self etc ...”

The illusion stems from the belief that a person resides in the body, has an identity which includes such ...

Hi Tim,

Before answering your questions...I will accept your invitation to rant this last time.

Yes I was mindful of the fact that my seeking as a spiritual inquierer was developing an identity of its own! So much so, this concern was troublesome for some time and with some deepening there has ...

Hi Tim ...great to hear from you!

Really missed our conversations.

However the space has forced some quiet reflection which was necessary after our last few dialogues.

There was this sense of feeling flat lined afterwards particularly after the long and tedious years of various forms of inquiry ...

FREEING...

A little ... ‘now what?’

Grief...? For the ‘loss’ of the non existent me (work that out!)
but also ‘where to from here?’

Right now self is not present because it doesn’t exist nor has it ever.

Yes I was looking at this same question before receiving your response.

It’s just more thought!! Oh boy...

I started to answer “The majority are self referential except for statements of fact,” but these too are filtered and labelled.


..All thoughts are self referential.