Some time ago I sent you a message at your LU email address. Did you have a chance to look at it?

I would conclude this dialogue by showing the thread to the other guides.
Maybe they would like to highlight some aspects, or not.

Is that okay?

Absolutely! Thank you.

Is there a sense of dissatisfaction about what was discovered?

In the contrary! Deep appreciation and gratitude!

There are of course other aspects of reality that can be looked at.

Would you be willing to give me some guidance as to those aspects?

Not in the least! There’s a sense of eagerness, anticipation, how things will unfold. The implications.

Now then what?

Please describe decision

Thoughts about preferable possible outcomes, wise choices.... Mostly a concept of some credibility in my world prior to November 27, the beginning of this dialogue. These days, meh, I don’t know what this term could imply. “I” can make “decisions”until “i” is blue in the ...

What was the last bit that pushed it over, made you look?

Can’t tell. I’ve been staring at the question the entire time, asking myself over and over and over, is it true?, there is no me; is it true?, I doesn’t exist; is it true?, is it true?
Can’t tell.
I’m so grateful to you for sticking with ...

How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.

Still, big emptiness..
“..the difference from before you started this dialogue?”.. Everything’s upside down.., inside out.., “Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold ...

Please explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

Thoughts appear, of being different, special, unique, good, bad, gifted, sinful, ordinary, having character defects, mostly suggested and ...

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No. Not now, not ever. There’s life.

Is it the I-thought, which is thinking other thoughts?
Can a thought think other thoughts?

Not possible, an illusion. Voting was an illusion. An “I” thought, or any other thought, cannot think other thoughts.

Does anything think thoughts or bring them up?

No. Thoughts appear. Out of nowhere ...

Was there an "I", that had a vote in the past?

The “I” thought that was thinking it’s own thoughts..as if that was possible.

Is "I" more than a thought? Can a thought vote or make decisions?

“I” doesn’t exist other than a thought, a concept. A thought just is. Just like my lamp, I can wish ...

How does it feel to see this?

Big emptiness.

How does it feel to see, that the person you thought to be, never really existed?
Cheated..ha ha

Is there a one, who needs to achieve something?
No. Ride the horse in the direction he’s going.

Is there a one, who could have sorrows about his ...

Did this thought character ever exist aside from a story/dream about it?

If “I” doesn’t exist now, and it doesn’t, it never existed.

Have you ever been this person, that thought invented?

Only in thought. Never in reality.

When there is a noise of a car, listen.
What is HEARD?

Sounds. Noise.

Is there a "car" in pure sound?
No. Not in the least.

But this should only bother you if you are an imagined thought character.
This would only be troubling if you were a thought.
Are you an imagined character?
Are you a ...