Dear Pedro,

I imagine that could be very helpful for you. I will contact Canfora to see if that's ok. I'll let you know...

Sending love,
Jim

Dear Pedro,

there´s clearly interest in thoughts
Close your eyes and find the feeling that is always here: the being, amness, aliveness. Then notice the labeling process, how thoughts come up after experience. When you notice interest in thoughts, look at interest itself. What do you find ...

Dear Pedro,

So how about now, can you say without a doubt that there is no separate self? Or is there more you wish to explore?

And how would you answer now to Ilona's question - "what are you really looking for?"

Sending love,
Jim

the good news is that that is seen! Now that wish can be examined...

Dear Pedro,

Ilona's latest video may be useful... https://youtu.be/ab4XA685rxc

Sending love,
Jim

Dear Pedro,

so i noticed the way we develop our work (and brought results) was going after the "I", the author, the ego. so in the last days i´m doing my morning meditation focusing on that work - finding the I, the control center. and it does brings a shift to my daily living, i´m much more aware ...

Dear Pedro,

but i just don´t know that if all this clarification is solid only in good circumstances or if when suffering reappears i sense repulsion, believe that something´s wrong in the present scene and force my way out of it.
So to further clarify, please review this whole thread and see ...

Dear Pedro,

Good work!

Please review the 6 questions and your answers from a few days ago. If there is any difference in how you would answer them now, please put those in your reply. If your reply to a previous answer to a question still applies, no further response is needed for that question ...

Dear Pedro,

Well done!

i still feel separation when suffering is present. what do you suggest?
Well again what is separated from what? Is there a feeling called "separation"? Attend to this closely. Is separation something different from suffering? What is it that notices "separation"?

Sending ...

Hi Pedro,

so no doubt now when i´m aware things are much more alive and feel close to me than before. but when pain creeps in there´s still this feeling of wanting to escape, not strong, but subtle feeling
So when the feelings are "good" feeling close is fine, but with pain feeling close is not ...

Hi Pedro,

in some moments there´s a slight urge to escape pain, so in fact maybe the belief in an I is still here somewhere, maybe weakened, maybe in disguise
So when pain is noticed, what is noticing the pain? Is there an owner of the pain?

What's it like if the pain is sensed deeply (the ...

Dear Pedro,

A more experienced guide has asked for clarification on question 3 where you said:
i can change things that it would be good to change, but that is not accompanied by the feeling that they must change in order to produce an effect on me
What is it exactly that can cause change ...

Dear Pedro,

Nicely put!

Thanks! Now, I will have other guides read the thread to see if they have any questions. I'll get back to you soon...

Sending love, Jim

Dear Pedro,

Thanks for your answers!

There's 1 piece of question 5 I'd like you to expand on...
What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

Sending love,
Jim

Dear Pedro,

one moment of obviousness. a deep seeing of "there´s only this". half a second. my God, it´s was so obvious
I'm really happy to read this! Once this is seen, there's no going back. Usually when mind stuff does return ( as you said) the seeing of it just let's it metabolize much more ...