Forgot the 6) hehehe

Anything to add???


Thank you a lot :)

Hi KAY, okay will answer the 6 questions....

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form?
Was there ever?

No, there is not one. There was never one.

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from ...

Hi Kay :)

Has that obsessive intensified seeking fallen away…the one that drives everyone crazy because it seems to cause suffering by itself!

Yes.... Now its like, doing what needs to be done.


You are aware of the awareness…..yes? You are aware of being aware…yes?
Hmmm... Do not find an ...

Hi KAY :)

Still here...

Is there still seeking going on?

Kind of less seeking.


You are asking me this question? What is the AE of ‘suffering’?
Suffering is a label. Points to sensations only. Sensations do not come self-labelled as suffering.


Did you break down these emotions into AE to ...

Hi K A Y!!


so what is the seeking for now? Is it expectations that are appearing or actual seeking?
There is expectation that somehow thoughts have to change....
And sensations....

I mean, if there isn´t anyone here, how can all this suffering occur???


And when the “I do not give a fck” is ...

Hi Kay!!!!!!


What is the seeking like now? Is the seeking still intense or has it quietened down?
Sometimes it seems quieter.....
Like, I do not give a fck...
A lot of activities I used to do, i completely forget....


You wrote the following in your introduction when you registered for the ...

Hi Kay,

reading slowly, page 3

So....
Really can not say if something had changed or not you know?
Everything seems the same but.... more like this right now is the only thing that is happening, not that it is more or less intense, but just how it is, it is....
Even more painfull sensations ...

Hi Kay :)

Thank you for your answer...
Will proceed as you say
Will take my time

Hi KAY!!!!!!

Back here!!!!!!

Sorry for the long waiting.... needed a time...

things are settling down, at times.

So, deffinitely can not stop bad thoughts hahahahahahahaaaaaa

And Julian is the main character in all these past thought and future thoughts, it is a character, thought content.
And ...

Hi Kay....
Difficult times indeed

....

There is really little energy now invested in exploring what experience is
Just listening the feelings, watching all these moods changing... Crying...
Feel like quiting.... Or waiting....

Kay

Just suddenly broke up with my gf.... 5 years together.. Her choice, really unexpected
Some tears

Hi Kay!!! Good afternoon

So.... couple of shoking emotionally days....
And busy ones,
but kept the looking...

So the doughnut...

Is there anything really missing?
.No!!! Even the labell "hole/gap" points to AE of colour.
How can anything be missing????


Yes…so are there many things or is ...

Hi Kay,
Busy busy.
Tomorrow will probably deliver some more of this tiny black things

Big hug

Hi Kay
Good evening

Thank you for your quick response
Just wanted to ask

In your post you quoted

Where does hearing end and sound begin? Where does thought end and you begin? Is there a border between see-er and seen? Or are they all one and the same – knowingknown?

Were you trying to put it ...

Hi Kay,
good afternoon

Just to be clear, i am answering the blue questions as you instructed earlier...


What separates things?
Nothing.
It seemed that there is a "space" "between" things, but recognized that it is a thought what is saying that , it is a thought that says "look, there is space ...