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by Ilsa
Fri Jul 28, 2017 1:38 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

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by Ilsa
Fri Jul 28, 2017 1:11 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

I still surprise myself learning new things, having new insights, even new shifts.
Happy to hear that. This is really just a beginning...

After our convo here one of our admins will send you an invite if you're interested.
Yes please, I'm definitely interested.

Ok, here are my answers for the ...
by Ilsa
Thu Jul 27, 2017 1:54 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

Thank you Andrei.
Sometimes holding the space for someone has more value than anyhing else... :-)

When the “I” has been seen through, fully and completely, what's left?
Uh... Nothing... and everything... Everyday business as usual. Ups and downs, good and bad feelings, peace and conflict, boredom ...
by Ilsa
Thu Jul 27, 2017 11:47 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

What about choices? Have you ever chosen anything
It may look like I did but if I look really into it? No, also these events just happened. I remember having to make the choice between "greek-latin" or "latin-maths". There was a lot of doubt, one day the scale tipped to one side, the other day to ...
by Ilsa
Thu Jul 27, 2017 9:48 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

The good thing is, this technique of DE can actually take you through all of them. One needs to simply pay attention to what life brings about.
Happy to hear that. I like one technique for everything :-)

In DE, is there an "I" that experiences stuff? Is there a watcher separate from the seen?
I ...
by Ilsa
Thu Jul 27, 2017 3:39 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

like you are one with everything?
Yes, kinda, but only with what is in the DE field. I don't feel one with the whole world...

remember to go back to the senses/sensations prior to interpretation.
Thanks, I will do that

First of all, are the "others" different than you, as in they have a "self ...
by Ilsa
Wed Jul 26, 2017 3:33 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

Question is, is there anything "personal" in that beyond-the-awareness thingie?

no, nothing personal, nothing to do with "me". It feels like it is much more than personal, like personal is just a small part of it...like it allows personal. This is so hard to capture in words...

Dismantle ...
by Ilsa
Wed Jul 26, 2017 10:24 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

Hi Andrei,

Thanks for the clarification and the reassurance.

At least let's find out if YOU have anything to do with it. Can you think and choose a thought right now?
No, I cannot choose the thought I think right now. Your question leads to thoughts appearing but I can not choose which ones are ...
by Ilsa
Wed Jul 26, 2017 4:43 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

Re: request to help the search end

Hi Andrei,

Thank you. I'm very happy to have you as my guide and I'm excited for this journey.

how is Direct Experience working for you? Do you fully grasp how it works or would you like to talk about it?

Is there an "I" in DE?

It's difficult to judge yourself so let me share this and then ...
by Ilsa
Sun Jul 23, 2017 12:48 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: request to help the search end
Replies: 18
Views: 3868

request to help the search end

LU is focused guiding for seeing there is no real, inherent 'self' - what do you understand by this?
I read the gateless gatecrashers book and some treads on the forum. I understand that it is a system of questions to direct you back at direct experience instead of mindmade stories about that ...

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