Hi Gints,
Thank you for your guidance and your patience.
It is exciting to be an explorer! I can't wait to join
Other people who have seen through the veil on Facebook.
I shall be in touch
Sepi

Hi Gints,
everything is thoughts


I try to explain as well as I can what my own experience
Was.
I experienced segments of my life in pictures symbols and labels. In those few minutes that I was having that
Experience I realized that my thoughts were my reality.
That's when it hit me that ...

Hi Gints,
I am so sorry for the last response. I should have previewed it.

5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.

I used think I am responsible for whatever has ...

[ Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience.
/quote]
Everything is a thought or energy, so there is no free will choice or control. The thoughts appear and there is a reaction ...

Hi Gints,
I am so ready for the final investigation! Let's do this.

Hi Gints,
While looking directly have you found I?
Ok! I sat myself comfortably. I looked without thinking. There is no I. there are thoughts, emotions and a body but no I.
There are objects that the physical eye sees but nothing relating to I. I can not find the I. Just stories about the I ...

Hi Gints
When are you observing this resistance what do you find there?
I feel a lot of energy in my mid torso. I used to call it anxiety but I can see it is just energy in motion.
However it is still bothering me. There is a lot of resistance to even sitting and looking. I just want to
keep my ...

Hi Gints,
Can you answer YES, without a shadow of a doubt
NO! My mind is playing havoc on me. There is so much resistance to answering your question.
I don't know what is happening.
couple of days ago I would have said YES! Today I don't know.
I don't know what to write. Is this normal?
please ...

Hi Gints,
I went to the park and sat on a bench. I saw all these birds
Flying but there was just watching , my body was there yet
I was not in it. I heard the beautiful singing of the birds but it was not me hearing.
I looked at the blades of grass but there was no me there,
Looking was happening ...

Gints,
Amazing! You are right. No effort whatsoever. Just being.
Life is flowing. Everything is life. Life is happening at this very moment. No labeling no judgement just being.
Sepi

Hi Gints,
Thank you for guiding me through this.
It was an awesome experience. Everything that I did in the first ten minutes was the same as the second 10 minutes. With just one difference.
The " I" was not involved in the second part of my experience.
Life was just happening.
My mind machine was ...

Hi Gints
can you find a doer of all this
Stuff?
I can't find a doer! It feels as if things are happening
And mind machine is labeling them. Something happens and m
Mind machine labels it. Good or bad.
The same thing with emotions. Something happens
The mind machine labels it and it triggers the ...

Hi Gints,
What was observed is the mingling of mind machine
And thoughts. Looking at objects and mind machine coming up with an opinion or catching the train of thoughts and
Going with it.
Maybe I don't understand the notion of seperate I .
please help me understand.
Sepi

Hi Gints,
I will have to do the experiment tomorrow.
Sepi
I will be in touch as soon as I observe something
Sepi

Hi Gints,
I just don't know how to explain my experience. All I can say is
Every moment of my life was a thought. It never happened.
I wish my English was better to explain it. I am still trying to grasp what happened.
I relieved some moments in my life knowing full well that I am my thoughts and ...