Although I'm not a guide, but crashed the gate in 2018, you may want to know what to expect.
You can ask me anything in that regard, but I will not guide you with pointers.
Examples: how it feels, what changed, struggles, wins etc.

Thank you so much Kay. I hope Ilona is alright and that she is just consumed by life and it’s wonders.

Here comes the answers. No need to ponder too long.

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No not at all and there never has been. If there should exist an I, then it should be the I of the cosmos. Yet there are billions of ...

Yes, I’m ready for the ultimate questions!

Thank you for your help - I’m forever grateful.

Dear Ilona,

No need to apologize. I really am very grateful for your help and guidance. Couldn’t have made it without your help.

What changed?
Its like everything and nothing has changed at the same time. What has always been the truth has revealed itself, in ways that are so meaningful that it ...

Dear Ilona,

I really enjoyed this Bahyia text. It took some effort to understand the message but once I did, things started to unfold. The simplicity is astounding.

Really seeing that there is no one inside the body and that there never has been. This whole belief of centered belonging is fading ...

Dear Ilona,

Had to work hard with these questions, as they distorted the perception of reality:

Q
When a sound is heard, is it body that hears it?
When a good is tasted, is there a body that tastes it?

A
Tried hard to question this several times from lots of different angels. The experience ...

Dear Ilona

Wonderful questions and what an exciting experience it is to unravel the truth. It was indeed hard work to get to the realization of what body is in connection to “me”.

Q
Is body the experiencer or the experienced?

A
The body is experienced.


Q
With eyes closed, without memory and ...

Sorry about the danish text inside the answer. Translating everything to native in order to fully understand the questions. The precise meaning of every word is very important. Danish lacks a lot of words so finding the precise danish word can be troublesome.

Dear Ilona

Been digging deeper and here comes the answers to the wonderful questions.

Is there an actor inside the body playing a role?

That is not the realization. Things happen just as naturally as a butterfly flaps its wings without a actor inside. The role is played autonomously.

When ...

Thanks Ilona for your patience. I appreciate your help and questions.
I will begin digging deeper into this and report back as soon as revelations occur.
Thank again!
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This is both scary and very liberating. The experience is this:

Thoughts and body coexist in time and space but aren’t tied together. They can however interfere with each other. Body is a collection of sensations. An avatar of physical experience.

Thoughts doesn’t require sensations. Sensations ...

Dear Ilona,

I had to observe hard to answer your questions, that’s why it took longer than anticipated. Sorry.

You say that body owns thought. Is that true?

True:

Thoughts are tied to the body just like senses (seeing, hearing, tasting, smelling and touching). Thoughts occur constantly as both ...

Noticing these things:

Time does not exist it’s an illusion, instead there is direction or movement.
That past and future is only exits in the brain owned by the body. So are worries, just thoughts owned by the body
Now is the only truth. it’s the only medium.
Life is indeed limitless.
Fractals ...

Dear Ilona

I had this experience:

Ilona, when you’re talking to me, aren’t you really talking to yourself? And when I talk to you, I talk to myself? That makes me experience that in fact we are really both the same.

Sorry if it all sounds too weird.

I will digg more. I just had to share the ...