Will they be there tomorrow?


no way to know

tomorrow is to far to look

These answers are based on direct experience

write a little about the difference between an intellectual realization and the seeing of the illusion?

intellectual reasoning is a learned response

upon seeing the illusion is based on direct experience


in Q4- his response: "honesty, the ability to set aside assumptions and pre conditioned ...

An unpolluted childlike awareness with a level discernment that allows me to function in the world. Lately that has become more difficult. I'm experiencing a difficult time remembering very much of anything. My immediate reaction was to come here.

5) Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and control. What makes things happen? How does it work? What are you responsible for? Give examples from experience

If I go by what I have been taught or learned it is easy for me to give a conditioned response to all of these questions. Its ...

ok thanks

1) Is there 100% confidence that the separate entity 'self' 'me' 'i' is an illusion?

yes

2) Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now.

what has been read, learned or told about mind ...

with regards to the other questions, I am clear that what I saw with you previously, is still very clear, in fact even clearer then before. if there is a need to review what I saw, i am cool with that.

I apologize for the confusion. I was unaware of other options. it was never the intention to deceive, just confusion as to where to go. here is my answer during the interview

What is your background in terms of seeking and inquiry?:

I have done this before, as a christen I no longer share those ...

further integration, a desire to share what has so freely been given

did you come back looking for other insights, you were talking to Damon about 'unity' a lot?

yes, I approached this in the wrong way. I should of come to you. the experience of self seems to be more clear then ever.

upon looking, my experience is of no separate self, nothing but conditioned ...

as a christian, i felt very defensive about certain beliefs, those no longer exist. so there is a need to reconnect on a deeper level. I am sorry about the confusion. that was never the intention.

I just realized, did you read this part of my initial interview?

What is your background in terms of seeking and inquiry?:
I have done this before, as a christen I no longer share those beliefs.

I have been thru the Gate before as a christian, are you aware of that?

i have heard interviews with Ilona, should i reach out to her?

yes, i suppose so, without knowing the process, its hard for me to say what is proper