Dear Sandra,

It has been a while.

I went thru the gate this morning. After being back, being me again, you were the first thing that came to mind.

I reread all our prior exchanges from 2 years ago.

Hmmm, today’s gate crossing was something way beyond what I had come to realize back than.

Today ...

Dear Sandra,

Thx so much for your excellent guidance!!

It was always right on the point, intuitive and timely. Truely amazing.

Tim

Dear Sandra,

What exactly are you referring to with the word 'oneself'?

Hmmm, are we starting to "look" into existence? My self, no self or one self. All different or the same, or different by degree. Or is any of these just another experience? "Something" is experiencing all of this?! So are we ...

Dear Sandra,

Does either responsibility create or require in anyway a personal self?

Easy and short answer: There is nothing that creates or requires in anyway a personal self.

Tim

Dear Sandra,

Thank you, that is appreciated.

Can you explain exactly what you mean when you say 'nobody has an I'?

The inquiry of looking at oneself revealed no evidence of a seperate entity, only thoughts emotions and sensations(aka experiences) without the existence of an I. Similarly ...

Dear Sandra,

Please keep hitting that key, until you heard prefect resonance!!!

Having to put things into a different perspective is very valuable. It fine tunes the understanding. So responsibility isn't the right word. Hmmm, language just isn't enough to express this. Even in a desperate attempt ...

Dear Sandra,

Thank you for your patience.

No need for patience. This inquiry is in sync with everything else that is happening, so whatever timing, it's just right!!

Need to draw this out a bit, since it's coming to an end, and this valuable exchange will be missed!!!


What you wrote made me ...

Dear Sandra,


What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?

There isn't a moment of a "final" push. It was more like a late recognition of " oh, the gate had already been crossed for a while".

So Sandra made me look, every step of the way. I was trying to look, but wouldn't see ...

Dear Sandra,


How does it feel to see this? What is the difference from before you started this dialogue? Please report from the past few days.

It's a paradigm shift from "improving" an "I" to the realization there is nobody to improve. That shuts everything off that was done before of!!

The ...

Dear Sandra,

plain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own experience. Describe it fully as you see it now

Somewhen after birth one becomes self-conscious. This apparent "advanced" state of awareness, which is only subscribed to humans and ...

Dear Sandra,

Thx for your guidance! It has made a world of a difference!

Is there 100% confidence that the separate entity 'self' 'me' 'i' is an illusion?

That has become easy to answer. Yes, there is 100% confidence that a seperate entity a self, me or I is an illusion!

Tim

Dear Sandra,

Thx for checking in and apologies for "disappearing" from our dialog!!

I actually wrote a response to ur earlier post, but it didn't get posted and the draft disappeared. After that life got so "interesting" that i haven't come up for air much!

Lots of situations have been happening ...

Dear Sandra, no worries about any "delays?!". You are right, about this stage I find myself in. The "heat" is of to get something from the exploration. With that ever time there is a looking "past" another layer the is a sense of recognition. Part of this recognition is that there is no rush or even ...

Dear Sandra,

Yes I didn't express it the right way. So thx for ur exercise, which was very interesting.

Is this thought true

Yes, that is the present experience. I see phone!

So when I investigate if there is a separation between the three, there isn't any to find. It's more like a transfer ...

Dear Sandra,

Hmm, yesterday's post was another surprise!!

There was response to intention and responsibility. Took all of the experiences of yesterday, put into our inquiry perspective, to get a clear picture of the residue of a doer!!

Describe decision, intention, free will, choice and ...