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by Chemilyance
Wed Aug 23, 2017 11:33 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Awakening
Replies: 10
Views: 1017

Re: Awakening

Hi Jimbo50USA,

My name is Leya and I'd be happy to be your guide if you wish. If you'd like us to go forward I will post guidelines later, for now it would be good if you learn the quote function which I shall demonstrate here;


What do you expect from a guided conversation?
Hopefully an ...
by Chemilyance
Sun Oct 16, 2016 6:28 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi jon

"When you first noticed that there is no self was there something that made you look and see this. If so, what was it?"

Both times I realised there was no self I wasn't looking at anything or for anything. I seemed in complete despair, I felt suicidal the second time. The idea of a me ...
by Chemilyance
Sun Oct 16, 2016 1:40 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi jon

A lot appears to be happening and has happened. Thanks for your kind thoughts about the flat business, they were felt warmly. I don't know if it is within the LU protocols to just spew out thoughts/feelings/descriptions of what seems to be going on so I shall refrain from doing so. It looks ...
by Chemilyance
Fri Oct 14, 2016 7:45 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi Jon

Apologies for the double post, no idea how that happened. I don't know how to utilise the quote function when the source is on a different page so I'll type your questions in as I'm answering them in the wrong order as it were.

"Do you decide, intend, choose, control events in life? Do you ...
by Chemilyance
Fri Oct 14, 2016 5:55 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi jon

Today seems to have been crazy with the flat buying malarky. Lots of phone calls, emails and the idea of Chem being stressed out. I seem to be a bit wound up or over stimulated or such like. I'd like to just be and relax for a bit before I consider your questions. Hope that's ok with you ...
by Chemilyance
Fri Oct 14, 2016 5:49 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi jon

Today seems to have been crazy with the flat buying malarky. Lots of phone calls, emails and the idea of Chem being stressed out. I seem to be a bit wound up or over stimulated or such like. I'd like to just be and relax for a bit before I consider your questions. Hope that's ok with you ...
by Chemilyance
Thu Oct 13, 2016 5:34 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi Jon

No separate self at all. A faint feeling of unease in the stomach looking at the fact there never was.

It seems to me that we are continually hypnotised and brainwashed from birth by our parents and society. It reminds me of a stage hypnotist I saw in the early 80s, he gave people onions ...
by Chemilyance
Thu Oct 13, 2016 1:53 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi Jon

I seemed to disappear yesterday, there was just the isness of what is, wonderful, perfect, joyful. I seemed to reappear when I woke up this morning. After a really good look for this "me" all I could find were thoughts, feelings, apparent issues, muscle tension. No me that makes them happen ...
by Chemilyance
Wed Oct 12, 2016 3:18 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

It''s all OK Jon

Love Chemical xxx
by Chemilyance
Tue Oct 11, 2016 5:32 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi Jon,



I had been scrimping and saving for 15 years for the chance to buy my rented flat. The time came and the process was going well until I submitted paperwork two days late. I remember at the time there was a slight punch to the gut physical sensation when I realised it but I didn't give it ...
by Chemilyance
Mon Oct 10, 2016 10:04 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Soŕry Jon. My laptop has packed in and I am not great at using my phone which is not so smart.
I can't find an I at all. Stories are seen, thoughts are seen, happenings are seen. Thoughts of an I feeling sorry for itself, lots of suffering but no sufferer. No distinguishable me.
A total mind f**k ...
by Chemilyance
Sat Oct 08, 2016 12:02 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Re: Attacks of the "I"

Hi Jon

Thank you for your response and your great questions, they pointed me to looking which appears to have provided some clarity.

Since I first posted it seems like the situation went from "attack of the I's" to full blown personing/selfing - the whole shebang! Not only did me as a person ...
by Chemilyance
Tue Oct 04, 2016 3:24 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: Attacks of the "I"
Replies: 23
Views: 5296

Attacks of the "I"

What brings you to Liberation Unleashed?
I read that LU offers "aftercare" when the identification of I/me is gone. The belief in a Me is completely gone and the past couple of months have just been "flowing" without mind interfering. This sudden attack of Me thoughts is surprising and there is no ...

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