Ha ha, thanks Chris. Rolling with the game! Thanks so much for all your patience and help. I will definitely be in touch.

Hey Chris, thanks for checking in. Yeah the last month has been nuts! Appreciate the patience. So. No burning questions. But I need to let this run I think. My mind is still rattling away at full pelt with its I me my story and we're still looking together many times a day and seeing that there's no ...

Hey Chris, Thanks for taking the time to put all this together. Life very crazy just right now. Will reply when I get a moment!

Absolutely no doubt whatsoever! Just learning not to fight the mind and let it adjust in its own time ;)

Hi Chris, Sorry also for the delay in replying. For some reason I didn't get a notification so assumed you were still on the road!

The story of the I seems no different to that of the tooth fairy. It's a construct that serves a purpose at a particular time, something we're given from birth without ...

Hi Chris,
Hope you're well. No hurry in replying to this if you're on the road. Notes in response to questions below!
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1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

No. There is no separate self. There never has been. Just ...

Hi Chris just to let you know I've had to leave town for a couple of days and have limited Internet access. Making notes. Will reply when back!

Thanks Chris, good idea. Leave it with me for a day or two so I can go deeply into what is actually going on in experience.

I'm still with this Chris. I don't find any differentiation between intellectual knowledge and experience. There is no doer or chooser. Stress and a hectic head can give rise the the same feeling that was labelled "I". The mind still uses I, me, my. Still defends itself, still gets angry, resentful ...

Hi Chris, Out today. Will get back to you tomorrow!

Hi Chris, Just to pick this thread up since the direct looking with Ilona. That was a wonderful experience of connection and honesty between mind and heart. Life is busy and stressful right now so it's primarily lived "in the head", or rather the mind is having constant demands on it, which can make ...

And feels important to note, that in writing this, it feels like this is actually words coming from the process itself, endless words and analysis, the same stuff over and over. Keeping the plates spinning. "Hey Chris, look, look at how stuck we are!"

And yet no self, really clear; seen ages ago ...

Direct Looking

This has been very interesting. “I” have dialogued with “myself” in the past. It can be really helpful for seeing what’s going on. This feels both similar and different in light of what is happening at the moment.

I have actually opened the door to an ongoing dialogue. This is not ...

Hi Chris,

Thanks for the video. Very good!

Let’s look at the word “but” in this sentence. Can you see that when trying to intellectualize this process that there will always be a “but” in one shape or form keeping you away from the experience that is right in front of your face in this very ...

Hi Chris, this is good. Some interesting dialogue going on. Leave it with me another day!