Hi Peter,

Good to have you back :)

Hi Daniel
sorry but can we continue a bit slowlier?
Your questions just blowed my mind and i became so confused. Now i feel so unstable. I am not sure in anything at all. I dont even feel fear in these days. I rather feel HUGE HATRED toward my brother for a ...

Hi Daniel,

Thanx for keeping the fire be burned.
In these christmas days i may not will be able to get internet access and your questions is just too much to try or observe them in a direct experience. I may need more time.

Peter

Ok, take your time Peter, and when you.re ready we can continue ...

Hi Peter,

Sorry for the delay, I was flying yesterday with no access to internet, but it should be fine now.
It is great reading what you observe. Let.s keep the fire burning :)

i accept that even what i believe that i can
control or choose to do , that too is really happens by itself.
I close ...

Hi Peter,


I dont think that thoughts are wrong, they are just hypnotic and misleading, "all thoughts are lies" "the mind distorts reality" "when thoughts are beleived that they are true then there a seperate world appears" "thought creates time and space , distance and therefore seperateness ...

Hi Peter,

I appreciate your honesty. Let's keep going.

On your first post, you said:
I want to ignore all thoughts(the basis of my hypnotic illusiory state).
What is wrong with thoughts? Are thoughts not part of Life?

Do you already have an image of how awakening will look? Describe please ...

Hi Peter,

Please use the quote function, as it would be much easier to read and understand each other.

Well honestly whatever i do, i think and i feel that i am this body called Peter, i can see i am this body and it feels like a center, and it is absolutely believed that it is me.
So there is ...

Hi Peter,

Good to read back from you. Great job so far!

Forgive me if sometimes iam not writingclearly but english is not my main language.
Don't worry, I can understand what you are saying. If now, I will ask for clarifications.

Well its a good question who or what i am really, because i am ...

Hi Daniel
I am ready to start.

Great! So how should I call you? Should we stick with Blackjack13, or you have another name you prefer to use?

On another note, let's get straight to the point.

What are you looking for? What do you expect from this?
I want "my" identification with "myself ...

Hi Blackjack13,

My name is Daniel, and I would be glad to explore this together :)

Few guidelines for the process:
1. Post once a day or every second day. If for any reason you need more time, let me know.
2. Answer only from direct experience (smell, taste, sound, sensation, colour and observed ...

Hi Sarah,

Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No, it doesn't exist and never existed more than just as a thought form.

Explain in detail what the illusion of separate self is, when it starts and how it works from your own ...

Hi Sarah,

It's done, I have no more questions.
Few days ago, while going on a bike, I had seen that all there is, is seeing.
Definitely not what I expected, but that's just that.

Thanks again,
Dani

Hi Sarah,

Indeed, there is no state that is permanent.
I have read the quote, and it does make sense. But it is frustratingly simple and difficult to face, even though it is true.

The only question that I have and keeps on bothering me is "what was that which happened a while ago?"
And by that I ...

Hi Sarah,

I took my time to answer your question, because the answer was not obvious from the start.

Has seeking ceased?
Honestly I don’t know how to answer this question.
Normally I would say YES, but I am still, from time to time, listening to some videos on the topic of enlightenment, despite ...

Hi Sarah,

What stroke me is that when only observing the bodily sensation, without the additional labels, the sensation is quickly disappearing, as it can't live in the body without being fed by thought/label.
Wonderful. Now look and see if there is a thought that says 'use this as a way of not ...

Hi Sarah,

Thanks for this exercise, i have been using it over and over, both for fear and frustration and it has been very insightful.
What stroke me is that when only observing the bodily sensation, without the additional labels, the sensation is quickly disappearing, as it can't live in the body ...