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Big thanks.
Ashu

Thanks. Its been great two days. Many layers of thoughts and attendant labels have dissolved. Great to have you as my Guru here. Very HAPPY.

1. What divides experience into 'seeing' 'hearing' 'touching' 'thinking'?
The thought of sensations/sensors 'labeled' as sight, hearing, touching, thinking ...

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this is like a Sun asking what is the direct experience of light!!
Awareness or consciousness or experiencing is all there IS.


Boom boom...clear


again story!! Do not "think" about "what you are" which will lead to interpretation of experience. What wants to do this? Only thoughts ...

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'but consciousness (or pure experiencing or brahman or undivided awareness or whatever you want to call it) saw "Ashu"

So, its the consciousness or pure awareness experiencing....Yet another belief? What can be the DE of consciousness? When I look at this, there is nothing to look/look ...

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I'll be more aware of what you say.
Thanks. I will be more aware of what you say.

As I look I feel that only when thoughts are there then the I manifests as a function of the thoughts. So, when thoughts are I is.
It has suddenly occurred that in absence of thoughts ie the gap between ...

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Eyes are just sockets seeing.
And, the I doesn't point to anything. Can't be seen felt touched etc here and now.
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I have forwarded the reply above.
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I replied last evening but it is not showing up. Maybe, I did not press the submit button correctly.

Here is my reply....

1. My points to the construct of the my body thoughts. But actually it points nowhere.
2. Eyes points to an optical system in place in my body thought label. Again it ...

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'My' points to the thought division of my body.

Eyes also point to the my body division thought .

The sofa comes up post seeing 'not my body' object as a labeled concept.

'Nothing' refers just to this thought of i am sitting on the sofa. just before this thought there was seeing, feeling ...

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I need two days to reply this.
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Thanks.
Going a step back, if I were to close my eyes n sit, then even seeing the sofa as DE vanishes.
Coming back to prior to thought stage, of course there was nothing before the birth if the thought.
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Thanks once again. Good session. It's fascinating how too much reading can cloud an experience. I am beggining to get it.

In the eg
I am sitting on the sofa, there are only two DEs,
1- is the sight of sofa as seeing
2- is the sensation of touch as sitting

Rest all including I am are thoughts as ...

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It appears that you have already found out from where I am operating. That's why the need for a guide. Grateful.

If you may please go back a step. I need to first understand DE and T clearly. I seem to miss the difference and it appears that I am mostly living from my Thoughts and that's ...

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Well the first thoughts that came are that the I or Ashu is a collection of all that happened since the beginning since the feeling of beingness was born the very first time.
When digging further the feeling is that there is someone there who can feel. The one who feels in me wearing the ...

I agree. We can begin from tomorrow. Best.