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by madinet41
Wed Dec 02, 2015 8:24 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Ok thanks
by madinet41
Wed Dec 02, 2015 8:53 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Hi.
Everything seems the same. Thoughts still arising with the me story. In conversation with people i seems at its strongest or a conversation couldnt happen. But once conversation finished there is no thoughts now saying i should have said this or that as everything just flows. Noticing that ...
by madinet41
Tue Dec 01, 2015 9:23 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Yes. 100% sure There is no i/me. I is just a thought. There is no separation there is just hearing thinking feeling but no me doing it. There is no My body. Just a body with everything functioning all on its own.
Thanks!
by madinet41
Mon Nov 30, 2015 8:20 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

I love that you wont give up on me! (Story).
I suppose the eyes dont have to see something for it to be real. The computer is in next room and the eyes cant see it buf itz still there. Two bodies nof separate coud maybe feel shared pain like siamese twins maybe

Realised there are bodies but no self ...
by madinet41
Mon Nov 30, 2015 7:47 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Hi.
The table is real. Cannot see any of the other three in direct experience. Even pain is not visible to the eyes.
Thankyou
by madinet41
Sun Nov 29, 2015 9:51 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Ok starting to recognise there could be pain located in a certain area like the head or stomach but its not my head or stomach. So maybe its just pain is being experienced in a certain location in the universe? Please make it clearer because feel like im going backwards. I suppose its the same with ...
by madinet41
Sun Nov 29, 2015 4:53 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Hi
No the liver is just part of the body not my body
The child is not part of my body but also not separate is it? Dont know. Very confused.
The definition of my body does not exist.
It still doesnt explain why there is say an experience of a headache right now and yet my son cant feel the headache ...
by madinet41
Sat Nov 28, 2015 2:21 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Just to add. Definately clear that sensations happen to no one but still feel located in a body.
by madinet41
Sat Nov 28, 2015 2:15 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Cant explain why there is no feeling of the liver creating proteins. Understand it is not my liver. Maybe just conditioning of a sensation in the body, pain, itching etc and then thought " my body in pain, my body itching" but strengthened by the fact that in that moment there is pain but no one ...
by madinet41
Fri Nov 27, 2015 7:45 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Ok more observations.
There is seeing there is hearing but this can be shared by other people. Eg hearing the dog barkin seeing the tree. But experiencing sensations like pain seems so personal as physical pain is not shared by the child (my son) next to me. It is only felt by this body. This is ...
by madinet41
Fri Nov 27, 2015 5:49 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Ok there is no sensation then tightness of skin then the thought arises "oww!" Then tightness stops when skin let go of.
The body ends where other objects begin eg at tip of toes body ends floor begins.
Q2 there is no me owning my body or other bodies but still the child next to me cannot feel ...
by madinet41
Fri Nov 27, 2015 10:58 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Q1
There is no separate entity self or me. It is experienced as a thought only and thats it. And still is.
Q2
The sense of i came about 3yrs when i was told "this is you". No there was never a me, just stired memories. The illusion is a me in control. Someone who thinks, feels, acts.
It starts from ...
by madinet41
Thu Nov 26, 2015 5:40 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

No, no doubt. Although nothing has changed. Still telling the kids off! Haha. Maybe the conditioning will fall away gradually. Maybe not.
by madinet41
Thu Nov 26, 2015 9:38 am
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

Hi.
Okay a feeling of peace comes and go, s but is not a problem as its just another thought. "Im peaceful or im not peaceful" are just thoughts arising, coming and going but It doesnt feel like im losing anything as there is no one to lose it!
Emotions and feelings dont seem so personal. Its ...
by madinet41
Tue Nov 24, 2015 5:53 pm
Forum: ARCHIVES
Topic: seeing through the illsion of self
Replies: 69
Views: 14885

Re: seeing through the illsion of self

A thought. A fiction. A story!

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