Hey Sandra!

Yes it's a good idea to move on. I know what you mean. I have seen that self is an illusion and now I am ready to make other realisations about this.

Thanks a lot for all your effort and your pattience. It was my pleasure to have you as a guide.
Don't worry I am sure I will sent you ...

Is anyone separate from thoughts?
No, just thought thinking thoughts, thoughts reacting to other thoughts, feelings etc.
Are you a witness of all experiences including the feeling of self?
hmmm, I could say I am but witnessing is just happening too. This thought came and I wrote the above: I can ...

Do you think that what you're experiencing should or could be different?
Nope! Lately I don’t have this need any more. I feel like everything is happening is the only thing that could happen now.

And would you say you have crossed the gate?
I really have no idea. If I have crossed it the ...

Can you explain why you're saying a sense of being a self is a slight piece of self?
Hmmm… I mean that most of the time I don’t really think and analyze. I just live life as it is. And it goes great. But sometimes I find identification with the “I”. And I have to go back and think: “Is any of ...

Hi Sandra!

Back again. A few days now I am about to write to you but I don’t know what to say exactly. Hehehehe.
How are you? How is life going?

I don’t know If I can tell for sure that I have seen crystal clear that there is no self. I can tell this though: “Life is Beautiful!”

I can say with ...

Hi Sandra!

Just a quick message. I have a problem with my internet connection. I will tell you about my adventures as soon as possible it would be restored. :)

All good for now!
big hug!

Ok Sandra! Thanks a lot!!
For now I can tell you that things are getting simpler and simpler (for now) hehhehehe

See you after the site would be restored

Hug!

Yes! Again, I can see it. I can think for hours not to smoke and after a while, at the same time I can see my hand lighting a cigarette.

So, to smoke or not is just a thought, it’s just another impulse. And the decision to quit or not, will come (or not) as any other decision. By its own.

So ...

Maybe there is no need to remember this? And life goes on as usual? Why should your experience change if it is true there is no self separate from experience itself? Wouldn't that mean everything was, is and will happen without a you?

Hehehe, very good point.

Only if you can control knowledge ...

What is the benefit of realizing that there is no self? That I am not the thoughts? The first thing that comes into the mind is this: If I am not the thoughts, then a thought has no effect on me. But who is this Me that thoughts have no control over me?

Nobody. I don’t exist. How can I exist if I ...

You are very right. If you see it from this point of view anything is an experience. But why am I forgetting this and I need you to remind me?

I would expect that once I have seen there is no me, there is no controller, this knowledge would be permanent.
So, even forgetting, is what is experienced ...

Hi Sandra!

What do you mean with "I feel that it is more than this."?
What is this "this" for you?

Sometimes there is the feeling that I am not living life 100%. That I am not here/now totally. There are times that this “I” is back, and I am going back to the circles of the mind forgetting in a ...

Hi Sandra!

I am back. I had a great time working on this project and it was a great journey.

But coming back here there is the feeling that I have forgotten everything we have said and everything I have realized.

I am not feeling sure any more to tell you with a big fat yes there is no me. It ...

Hi Sandra,

Once again, after our last posts, I had to travel the next day for another project. I can't answer to you know because I am on a big hurry, and there is not enough time to answer you. I will try to contact again after the 3/3 that I will be back.

Thanks again for your quick reply and ...

Hi Again Sandra!

I was away for a while. Many things have happened (all for the best). Also your last question made me think really seriously!

So... do you have questions, do you have doubts? Or can you say with a big, fat yes that there is no you :) ?

I could see clearly that thoughts ...