Thanks MD and guides.Enjoyed the experience.

Hi MD, Thanks for caring.
1. No there is no separate self,me or I anywhere in any shape or form. There never was. Which leads me to:
2.Birth of the body,labeled and identified as mark from conception leading to a belief that mark was real. Was told it had to go to school and learn how to get ahead ...

Thanks MD
The 1st 4 are definite NO,s. There is no self.nos.5 being that there is no self,the body senses must just be that. senses.
There is no self in here out there or anywhere.Clarity of the no self is solid.it's hard to put into words,but it feels so dam good.The illusion of self is over ...

NO NO NO NO NO Life is just living life.No me. Experiencing,decisioning,thinking,controlling,breathing,living and dying are just happening,but there is no one they happen to.So look at them,see them,feel them and go on living!
Life living life. How cool is that? Sorry,just enjoying this new found ...

Hi MD
Much has changed since the last post. I have been reading the gateless gate and have realised that there is no me. Never was and never will be.The body is just the body.Over the last 6 years I have been emptying out everything.Religion,beliefs, files on people, circumstances,anything that came ...

Hi MD,OK the heck with trying to give the right answers.Mark is the vehicle which consciousness is housed in while playing this game or illusion. To experience all, so as to know that nothing unreal exists. The name mark is the identifying series of letters that were given me so my parents knew ...

Hi MD, thanks for responding.
As for the comparison of the imagined apple and the experience of the apple itself was quite surprising. The apple was much smaller than imagined,also not as shiny or firm as the imagined one. The aroma was not as potent as imagined and the taste was also different, not ...

Thank you minddweller(md). I will do my best at following your instructions throughout our correspondence. I just finished my apple and I could see a real difference between perception and experience. I will attempt to stay with experience throughout our discussion. Please remind me if I waver. As ...

The search is over! I just want to share the love and beauty that is in everyone and everything. To BE the light that I always was. No more doing just BEING what I was created to be.

What is your background in terms of seeking and inquiry?:
First it was my catholic upbringing which led to ...