Thank You so much Alex for guiding me through the this process :).
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What is making this experience complicated? What adds all the subject-object relations? All these likes and dislikes..?
The answer is short - THOUGHTS . All this mess is in the stories. Stories like this " Ohh it's too simply, it must be something else, something greater, I must still looking ...

So... do you think you have crossed the gateless gate?
I don't know but yesterday something changed. Seems like a litte distance from identification. When I looked at me and surroundings I thought "separation is only story without this it is only this what is is".

Who/what is it that crosses it ...

How does attention work..? Do you control what attention focusses on? Is there an entity controlling this life, making decisions and choosing A over B?
Now I focusing attention on cup, next on the notes and next on the small lamp on the table. I don't know how I choose this objects for attention ...

What makes this sensations different to, lets say a little tingling in your stomach or the pressure at your back when sitting on a chair?
Amazing questions

Only different is that I know this sensation it's me. Pressure at my back is pressure, little tingling in my stomach is tingling. This ...

Can you describe this sense of self? How is it experienced? Is it a physical sensation, a thought or a combination of both?
Right now, when I sitting on chair and looking at screen sense of self is sensation in body and thoughts about this. But this thoughts is subtle like a breeze. Sensation is ...

Great to have you here!
My name is Alex and I am happy to discuss this with you.
Thank You !!!

Yes, its only story, true... but what exactly is it that is exhausted? Look right now at this experience - look, hear, taste, touch, smell - where is the one that is exhausted? Can it be found in this ...

My name is Robert. I am long time seeker, many roads, books, techniques, spiritual experience, bliss, peace, glimpses of "no self". But it is only story about me, story who makes me exhausted.
What do I expect of this conversation - there is a magic (for me of course) sentence " what was seen, can ...