Thanks much for your patience.

I do not do Facebook so may contact you here.


Keep up the good work!

Part of he agreement is for me to write each day. So I thought I'd comment on today.

Investigation continues controlled by what I do not know. Thought just come up out of know where. They are just thoughts. I see no controller, feel no controller. Trying to figure it out is thinking. Observing ...

What is the "I" that has any control over whether the "I" pops up or is seen through.

No idea



Can that self be found in experience???



No



Seeing, Hearing, Feeling all happen, just flow. Memories triggered, thoughts arise.

How lovely... Isn't that beautiful... I made that...

Just ...

Yes and be aware when the "I" thought has been considered real.

I am responsible for keeping an eye on "I". Nothing more.


What is the "I" that is responsible to keep and eye on "I"? Can it be found in experience?

I pick up the "I" and something pokes me with a stick.

What picks up the "I"?


Does the “I” pop up? So what! There is emptiness
behind it ...

When I sit in meditation which is just experience there is the quiet stillness of pure being, simple awareness - pure I, me.

Yesterday after writing the answers and all the time since then I have been uncomfortable with my responses. I am wondering if it's all intellectual with me.


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This mornings meditation was a test. One of those meditations you don't want to leave, just simply quiet.

I had such a good meditation! snicker tee hee




1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?
No


2) Explain in detail what ...

Ready


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Can you find either of those in experience? Not in thinking, in experience.


No!

There is only seeing, hearing, smelling, feeling,....

I think what is happening (words purposely chosen) is the experience is so clear and strong it's getting labeled as me, mine, I. In fact it is only just ...

Cody

Ignore above reply.

1. I had a conversation today with a close spiritual friend. At one point she said something that set be back on my heals. Of course bringing it to the light of awareness it quickly dissolved. She brought to light some conditioning. Yes we can see conditioning and ...

If you want we could say it has already disappeared. It's disappearance IS how it is right now.
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There is a very strong sense of being. Over the years of therapy and meditation it has got stronger and stronger. What disappeared was the concerns, worries and attention to thoughts. Thoughts drift in, quickly evaluated and dropped or used. When I say evaluated I don't mean much in the line of ...

Cody

Not sure where things are so this is just a summary:

- there is experience of pure being, better words than I am
- pure being is always present and strong when looking in
- present raw experience contains no thought
- present raw experience contains only sense experience
- emotion are not ...

Cody

This morning reading of Gateless_Gatecrashers PDF revealed this:

Ilona: Eric, I’m delighted that seeing happened for you! We just need to go through a couple of bits before I let you go. The sense of something is “I am”. It’s the sense of being, it’s unshakeable and yes, it is always here now ...