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by iLoveCookies
Sat May 14, 2016 11:51 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

After realizing that I rapidly go beyond self or no self, or neither self nor no self into citta. Maybe it will help other people to go further or beyond into peaceful citta which no self triggers only for a while and I get attached to that but now I know the way.

Thank you for your time Canfora ...
by iLoveCookies
Sat May 14, 2016 11:48 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

Hello. I'm realized no self long time ago (when RT was working) but things go back into the place and decline of realization so I thought I need to repeat the process but it was wrong, all those things and tactics of triggering seeing into no self will not work again.

I have quote for other people ...
by iLoveCookies
Mon May 09, 2016 5:17 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

Sorta.

Yes but when I poke my eyes out, I will see - nothing but still see blackness of lacking of the eye, so it's not the sight?

I think truth can be seen, I feeling like there I'm looking for lost necklace which is attached to me but still looking for "where it can be?".
by iLoveCookies
Mon May 09, 2016 8:56 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

Well, no. I understand that there is no self but I can't see it. It's make sense what you are saying. By looking for myself as for an object I cannot say that there is self, because I can see only thoughts, consciousness, body parts and when I look inside let's say that I cut myself in half and see ...
by iLoveCookies
Sat May 07, 2016 5:25 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

If the body is a self, then does that mean a self is made of bones, flesh, blood, cells, hair and all the stuff that is labeled as body?

Rather accumulation of those creating body-self. Head is head, bone is bone not self, but they seems to create what I consider myself.

Do you perceive all the ...
by iLoveCookies
Sat May 07, 2016 2:21 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

How and where is this self experienced?

I do not know how, it's just there implemented by being born of the womb. And self is experienced here.

If you look for the self, this myself you're talking about, what do you find?

Here, in moment of reading and writing and submitting this response so ...
by iLoveCookies
Fri May 06, 2016 5:45 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

Yes, about thought seems to be never ending process.

I'm here and now because I relate myself towards appearing phenomena whatever if that is a thought or sensation of the body.
by iLoveCookies
Fri May 06, 2016 1:23 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

Seeing what is true. Let's say somebody lied to you and you keep believing it for certain months, days or weeks, but there were certain situation that point you that was the lie so the moment of seeing what is true what the moment of seeing things as they are. That what I understand thru what is ...
by iLoveCookies
Thu May 05, 2016 6:39 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Re: Let's start again

I'm hoping to see what is true. I do not know if I change or not, it's hard to tell for me just like that.

I didn't feel that was the right person to go on with me that why I stopped.

I'm looking forward too.
by iLoveCookies
Sun May 01, 2016 8:41 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Let's start again
Replies: 18
Views: 2318

Let's start again

Let's start again.
by iLoveCookies
Thu Dec 31, 2015 5:37 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)
Replies: 20
Views: 2405

Re: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)

Okay, I realized it, you can close it.
by iLoveCookies
Tue Dec 29, 2015 11:30 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)
Replies: 20
Views: 2405

Re: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)

Let's start again
by iLoveCookies
Fri May 22, 2015 3:03 pm
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)
Replies: 20
Views: 2405

Re: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)

You can close the thread.
by iLoveCookies
Fri May 22, 2015 7:35 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)
Replies: 20
Views: 2405

Re: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)

Do not mean to be rude but if these characteristics are not there in experience this is not anatta what you are doing here but insight into anatta, that why many people like me will have a drawback.
by iLoveCookies
Fri May 22, 2015 7:30 am
Forum: THE GATE
Topic: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)
Replies: 20
Views: 2405

Re: Give me the best one (hardnut here.)

Has there even been a time when you were not here, now, in your direct experience?
No also I see I can only experience myself only.

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