Thank you so much Jon,

But even if the guides had decided I'm not through it wouldn't have mattered.
Thank you for your guidance, I will miss your gentle and very sharp hints to go deeper.
I had no idea there are more options afterwards but that is very nice ad I'm happy to take the offer for ...

I love it.
I don't know if I understood you right. The body is just another label for a mass of cells and even deeper is there anything? And yes it there a body doing things or is that even a thought. Yes it is a thought. This hand touches a tree. but is it really true? or is it just senses ...

No I doing anything. I don't know exactly yet where the impulse comes from that causes the body to do things. And the thoughts come after the doing started.

haha wasn't that the whole exercise that I disappear?

4)What was the last bit that pushed you over, made you look?
It was the continuous reminder that everything is just a thought. even the feeling of I am awareness. I heard it before but never applied it to everything in my daily life, whatever my mind could come up with. And suddenly I felt this ...

Hi Jon,
Sorry, it took me a while to put it into words again. there was great silence today.

This post is great and I hope you did not think it was ignored? Looks like 'self' has been seen through and the idea that it was an 'I' that was 'aware'?
Nobody here to take it personally even if you ...

sorry, I had my response written but during submitting was thrown out of the website. So I will write it again later

Yes please ask me

Either way it is rather interesting, isn't it? Flow is a good word isn't it, because it doesn't assume about 'how' 'who' or 'why'? Flow just is, just happens. Maybe choice, decisions, free will are all like this? Appearing to be 'made' or 'taken' by 'a person'?
yes they are all like this, just ...

Hi,
I have to share one more today. There is no I. And all other things I wrote are all just my resistance of the truth. It is Iike an addiction of holding on to what I knew to be true for so long. Waiting for the big bang of enlightenment. Questioning the truth instead of the lie. I see that all is ...

yes this is clear that only in direct looking "I" can see there is no "I"

This has to do with 'Choice' and the 'Chooser'. Place both your hands on a table in front of you. In a moment one hand must be raised in the air but not the other. See if it is possible to find the exact 'choice-point, where ...

Sometimes this may appear to happen and certainly some actions do seem to just arise. But about Samskaras, what you describe there is a traditionally held belief or model or story about the 'way things work', isn't it? That 'actions have consequenses'? There is nothing 'right' or 'wrong' with the ...

But actually there never was a 'self' that could be 'threatened', only the perception of this. Do you see?
Yes I'm starting to see it also during the day. Like today I saw so many things that action seems to just arise, sometimes even against the person's wish. is that what Yogis call Samskaras ...

Thought thinks about it but what picks up the cup in actual experince?
yes thought think about it and they don't pick up the cup. I don't know what actually picks up the cup

Yes. Look at this now. Is there an 'entity' that 'does' this seeing?
I could never find any entity


'Observing ...

No not true. thoughts do everything. they create that Identity of me. they create how "I" perceive the world and create the world of "me". A thought that says it's bad, can make my stomach contract. thoughts that are believed, create everything. but not believed in they are powerless

So, from what you observe, is there a 'me' creating thoughts?
No definitely no me creating any thoughts. But I am still identified with this observing consciousness. the one just seeing everything arising and leaving again. I don't know how to break that believe.

Do thoughts 'do' anything? Do ...