I have just re read my entire post and two things came up- I thanked Petrus in private chat but never said thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone else who helped. Thank you to all the other guides, to Ilona and my love to everything.

The other thing....woooooooow.

To anyone thinking of ...

Hi Petrus,

If there is a strong sound, do you feel that is Charlie?
The earth beneath your feet is ever present, do you feel that is Charlie?

I have been listening to sounds today and then feeling the sensation in my leg and in direct experience they are just sensations and not Charles.

You ...

Hi Petrus,

One quick more question, later maybe more:
You say me referring to your entire body.
Are you the body?

I say me only referring to my entire body. I know there is no fixed Charles inside this body or outside of it.

Arent you making the body a sort of "new I" by that, separate from the ...

Hi Petrus and other guides,

''I know there is no separate entity and some kind of Charles located in me somewhere''.

I am wondering: why do you add "in me somewhere"? What or who is this me?

I say me only referring to my entire body. I know there is no fixed Charles inside this body or outside ...

Hi Petrus,

1) Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere, in any way, shape or form? Was there ever?

I know there is no separate entity and some kind of Charles located in me somewhere. I know there never was a Charles located somewhere in me.

2) Explain in detail what the ...

Hi Petrus,

Maybe it looks like that, but a close look again and you see in reality there is no Charlie.
If there is no Charles he also cannot get in the driver seat.

Is there a driver seat really?

There is no 'seat' and i can see that even when my brain is working at full speed under intense ...

Hi Petrus,

Apologies for taking so long to reply Petrus.

Let us get to the key question:
Is there a separate entity 'self', 'me' 'I', at all, anywhere?


That question is a hard one to answer and to answer honestly. You see when i started on L.U i was off work for various reasons and able to ...

Hi Petrus,

What about:
"my body is kind of buzzing and that my mind is sort of buzzing too and making me feel un-grounded, anxious and not good. " ?

Is there still buzzing and feeling un-grounded and anxious?

I do still get this now and again, and anxiety comes up fairly regularly but i just ...

Hi Petrus,

I just wanted to let you know where i am at. I know that the Charlie that i had created was just an illusion. The sense of Charlie pops up now and again but i quickly see that it is an illusion and it falls away.

Regards,

Charlie.

Hi Petrus,

Yes maybe a day or two might be good.

I'm in the u.k. What time zone are you in?

Regards,

Charlie.

Hi Petrus,

Yesterday you realised, but before it was true also. Tomorrow it wil be true too.
You wrote it doesn't feel good. Can you elaborate on that?
What i mean is that my body seems to have ramped up sensation so my body is kind of buzzing and that my mind is sort of buzzing too and making me ...

Hi Petrus,

Just doing the daily check in- today my body has been full of sensation. My intuition is that I'm sub consciously creating lots of body sensation and anxiety to deflect from being aware that yesterday i realised that there was no Charlie in the body. Even as i write this i feel ...

Hi Petrus,

Can it be known how tall the body is?
no.

Does the body have a weight or a volume?
no

Is there a boundary between the body and the ground?
no

Can you feel where the body ends?
no

Can you feel your ears?
This can yes.

In direct experience does this body have a shape or a ...

Hi Petrus,

Happy New year Petrus and all.


Yes, yes, happy happy and all, haha.


Lol.

i know it is just a huge amount of neurons firing in an organic brain in my head -...


Do you realize this knowing is thought too?
You cant experience with your senses neurons firing, so it is no sensation ...

Hi Petrus,


'' I also fear i would be on my own forever as most people i have met generally recoil from thinking about no-self so i do find this whole journey isolating and lonely.''


Maybe you yourself will not be thinking much about no-self anymore?

That is very true.


''The i still hangs ...