Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

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Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 2:10 am

My name is Frank,
I was brought here by Nobodysnotes.com
I have been a seeker for about 4 months.

I read Jed Mckennas books, and then went to his forum and shared some back and forth with him. Although I thought I was "awakened", Im not sure if I am.
I intellectually understand what the "truth" is.
I know what I am, and that "this" is nobodys dream.
I can see through my own bullshit, and a lot of my beliefs have been broken.
But I cant say this is any different than before.
Maybe being "awake" is really as simple as they say.
But Ive read so much about all this "emptiness/void" or shocking truth stuff, and Ive never experienced anything crazy or shocking.

So I guess Im still seeking lol
Id like to be awakened. or be "Awake".
I guess I know it all intellectually, but my day to day experience does not reflect much of the stuff Ive read. I know everyones walking around believing to be so and so, and that Its not the case. We are all consciousness dreaming. So yea, that's about it.

Thanks.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby Ilona » Tue Sep 29, 2015 8:54 pm

Hi Frank, glad to have you here, welcome to LU.

Very interesting intro. How do you know that you are not awake? What would awakening look like?
And what are you?


I'd advice to write everyday even if I don't answer. You know, jed's autholysis, this is kind of like it, but I'm here, reading and responding. So keep writing.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 9:17 pm

HEy Ilona,
Thanks for responding.
I guess the reason Im not awake, is because my experience doesn't match everything awake people are saying.
I believe awakening would be a little different, or maybe id feel each moment a little differently or more intense.
The person typing this is an ego, with the a whole story attached to it.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby Ilona » Tue Sep 29, 2015 9:38 pm

Thank you for answer. One thing to keep in mind, it's not how it is for someone else. It's purely how it is for you. And how it is for you is perfect for you. Many people will tell many different things, but it's all second hand descriptions of someone else's experience. Trust that all is unfolding as it should and there is no other way for you other than this.

Intensity may or may not be felt. Each moment is different.

What if I tell you, there is no ego. There is no person typing. None as in zero.
There is typing happening, fingers are moving, words show up. But where is the person?
Notice right now, is there a person reading these words, or there is reading happening all by itself? Where is the ego now?

How does this land?
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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 10:13 pm

Okay. Id say that there is no "person". IT is just fingers moving, based on off the symbols on the screen. The screen has squiggly lines, that the eyes have been trained to interpret as "words". Symbols are seen. Fingers move to respond to the squiggly lines on the screen, based off what they eye is seeing. Its more like a process, more than anything. Action then reaction. Whatever Im referring to as ego, is like an imaginary thing. I guess, the next question is, whos imagination...

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby Ilona » Tue Sep 29, 2015 10:34 pm

Next question is does imaginary person exist?
If so how? As what? Where is it now?
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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 10:42 pm

It does not. Things are happening in real time. no one is here.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 10:55 pm

Something clicked.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 11:00 pm

every moment is new and fresh.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby Ilona » Tue Sep 29, 2015 11:20 pm

Nice..
Was there ever a person that was making things happen, a doer, a manager, a thinker? A witness?
What is a person? What is it made of?
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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 11:33 pm

just stuff happening. more and more stuff. constantly, happening. hunger comes up, body chases solution to appease feeling. person walks in, mouth opens to interact in that person language. even the thoughts, they pertain to a story style. This typing/postin gon forum thing, is fueled by the prior actions. its like a machine. the person is a imaginary thing, that fucks with the wiring.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Tue Sep 29, 2015 11:34 pm

I guess im all out of questions.... I say that feeling silly.

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Wed Sep 30, 2015 1:43 am

Okay I'm done

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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby Ilona » Wed Sep 30, 2015 8:55 am

:) great!
how are you feeling today?
What changed?

sending love.
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Re: Guide Request/Seeker of sorts

Postby sixohs » Wed Sep 30, 2015 1:05 pm

Well. I feel alright. What has always been the fact, hit me like a lightning bolt. Liberation? Hmmm pehaps. Being an eternal punch line, for all things to take place might be more like it.


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